Hey all, I'm new to this forum and my rec drug use has brought me here. I want to tell my "story" so that I may be pointed in the right direction or givin advice by members that may have gone through something similar. I was diagnosed adhd many years ago even though I have none of the symptoms due to my lack of focus in school. I was prescribed Adderall and it was the most amazing thing I've ever done in my life, the euphoria I had taking it was indescribable. It made me feel like a god, I could do anything and everything, I was invincible. After a while I was taken off of it because I was suspected by my doctor of abusing it and since my life hasn't been the same. I have chronic anxiety and have been suicidal the past year and a half due to the drug and wanted to warn others of the dangers of amphetamines. I have since resorted to heroin and meth but nothing is the same. The best quality meth doesn't make me feel like I once did with adderall (am actually tweaking right now, I IV it like I do with h.) Amps are worse then Heroin will ever be, I've gone cold turkey and fought through a week of H withdrawals many times and was independent of it, Amps have a lasting, damaging effect that nothing so far has been able to heal or fix.
Does anyone know of anyway I may become "normal" again? I doubt this is possible but maybe there's a route that doesn't involve illicit substance that would help.
Edit: Thought I should add I've been on antidepressants and have spoken with multiple therapists and it has had no effect.
Does anyone know of anyway I may become "normal" again? I doubt this is possible but maybe there's a route that doesn't involve illicit substance that would help.
Edit: Thought I should add I've been on antidepressants and have spoken with multiple therapists and it has had no effect.
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