Orpheos
Greenlighter
Hey,
My name's e. I've been aware of Bluelight for years but never bothered to sign up until last night. What can I say? I enjoy posting on various forums and I've long had an interest in the subject of mind altering substances. Been experimenting since I was young and could use some people to talk about this stuff with as my last buddy went south and is now incommunicado for some time and everyone else I know looks up to me as some sort of responsible "role model" type character.
Anyway, I look forward to posting here from time to time....
-e
What the heck, I'll go into a little more depth here...
I experimented fairly heavily in my teens and have fond memories of many an epic acid trip. I wasn't too crazy about cannabis back in those days as it tended to make me very nervous and foggy in the head back then (I had some mild dissociation due to trauma) but luckily I would come back to cannabis in my 20's and make my peace with the stuff. My late 20's found me in rehab after several psychotic breaks and a good heavy drinking/pill problem. I've tried sobriety, went 16 monotonous months watching my friends smoke all kinds of stuff before, well, I just sort of shrugged my shoulders one day. The reason I signed up here is that last night I was texting a few friends asking about what was around and learned that h was available. Being one of the few well known substances I've never touched as every time it's been around I've been elsewhere for some reason, I was naturally intrigued....I tried to purchase some when I was 17 but my guy told me he respected me too much and bought me a case of beer instead:D
Anyway, this however was not in the cards for me and long story short I'm now much lighter in the wallet than I was yesterday and all I hope the wiser for it. (I wouldn't have been as trusting I guess if this hadn't been a referral from a trusted friend) This experience, though a learning experience, just reinforces my hesitance to deal with dealers....that stuff tends to sketch me out...I know I should not have gone through a middleman but again he was referred to me by a friend....
And here I am, another sober night...
-e
My name's e. I've been aware of Bluelight for years but never bothered to sign up until last night. What can I say? I enjoy posting on various forums and I've long had an interest in the subject of mind altering substances. Been experimenting since I was young and could use some people to talk about this stuff with as my last buddy went south and is now incommunicado for some time and everyone else I know looks up to me as some sort of responsible "role model" type character.
Anyway, I look forward to posting here from time to time....
-e
What the heck, I'll go into a little more depth here...
I experimented fairly heavily in my teens and have fond memories of many an epic acid trip. I wasn't too crazy about cannabis back in those days as it tended to make me very nervous and foggy in the head back then (I had some mild dissociation due to trauma) but luckily I would come back to cannabis in my 20's and make my peace with the stuff. My late 20's found me in rehab after several psychotic breaks and a good heavy drinking/pill problem. I've tried sobriety, went 16 monotonous months watching my friends smoke all kinds of stuff before, well, I just sort of shrugged my shoulders one day. The reason I signed up here is that last night I was texting a few friends asking about what was around and learned that h was available. Being one of the few well known substances I've never touched as every time it's been around I've been elsewhere for some reason, I was naturally intrigued....I tried to purchase some when I was 17 but my guy told me he respected me too much and bought me a case of beer instead:D
Anyway, this however was not in the cards for me and long story short I'm now much lighter in the wallet than I was yesterday and all I hope the wiser for it. (I wouldn't have been as trusting I guess if this hadn't been a referral from a trusted friend) This experience, though a learning experience, just reinforces my hesitance to deal with dealers....that stuff tends to sketch me out...I know I should not have gone through a middleman but again he was referred to me by a friend....
And here I am, another sober night...
-e
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