MagdaLovesSmack
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- Aug 12, 2011
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I'm trying to get clean off my opiate use. I shoot up heroin, as well as smoking black tar heroin. A few days ago I smoked too much black tar and I couldn't stop coughing/hacking up blood after. I also have asthma, and I couldn't breathe, I had to be put on a nebulizer for an extended period of time, and even after I continued to cough. This was sort of a wake up call for me, and after being a heroin addict for 3 years.. I decided to call it quits. I'm 19 years old now and female if that makes any difference. So I've been 3 days sober(I do a long list of other drugs in addition to opiates, such as hallucinogenic drugs and benzos, but I've stayed away from those as well.)
So at first I had normal withdrawal symptoms like pain/cramps and such but now I'm throwing up blood excessively, there is also blood in my feces. I'm in a lot of pain, and actually writing this via mobile while cringing in bed. Help please. I realize this also might be from benzo withdrawal, so keep that in mind too. I don't do any other physically addictive drugs, but I have experimented in the past. I really don't want to go to the hospital, since the police would get involved and everything. I'm so young and I don't want a record. What else can I do? I can hardly breathe and my nebulizer isn't doing much. My lungs feel like they're going to collapse and asthma inhalers just aren't working.
So at first I had normal withdrawal symptoms like pain/cramps and such but now I'm throwing up blood excessively, there is also blood in my feces. I'm in a lot of pain, and actually writing this via mobile while cringing in bed. Help please. I realize this also might be from benzo withdrawal, so keep that in mind too. I don't do any other physically addictive drugs, but I have experimented in the past. I really don't want to go to the hospital, since the police would get involved and everything. I'm so young and I don't want a record. What else can I do? I can hardly breathe and my nebulizer isn't doing much. My lungs feel like they're going to collapse and asthma inhalers just aren't working.