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Heroin Social: Version 5

Anyone who thinks they score small bags , I went to visit my pal in Chelmsford jail this morning , he's got clean on the drug wing And I'm well happy for him.
He told me that they make 25 £10 joeys out of a gram in there..FUCK THAT!.. you'd have to be mad or very very rich .
 
strungout2010 said:
Anyone who thinks they score small bags , I went to visit my pal in Chelmsford jail this morning , he's got clean on the drug wing And I'm well happy for him.
He told me that they make 25 £10 joeys out of a gram in there..FUCK THAT!.. you'd have to be mad or very very rich .
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I knew a fella who use to get a 2-3 week stretch in stir just so he could bring in 3oz and make a ton of dough.
 
@blondin ,

I can well beleave it mate , my pal said there smoking gear on a bit of jimmy the size of a playing card, and muller yogurt lids. Lol.
 
Aye it's mad. Was talking few of my mates who have been jail and were saying how you'd have to get some cod liver oil on just too make a £10 run for more then 2/3 lines. Imagine during the drought people paying for the shit gear that's around that would only run a couple of times. Ridiculous.
 
£80 ?! Fuckkkkkk, am I making this up. Or was it posted somewhere on BL an article saying they were smuggling sub into jails painted onto kids pictures or something?
 
Never read that mate but it wouldn't surprise me! People go mad in jail for subs!
 
big money in subbies in jail, i knew a dude thats how he earned all his money. Cant remember prices.... but he made CREAM.
 
Glad you're back with us, cbroxide.

A tip of the hat to wcote for caring enough to spend four hours of his holiday lifting your gloom. An appropriate example in this allegedly Christian season of the site at its best.
 
Glad to see you back as well cbroxide, haven't spoke to you much but have read your posts!

Wcote is a top bloke :)
 
how long have you been using Cbroxide?
from what I remember reading,it's not that long
pls don't take this the wrong way,,but most users take until their mid 30s to even see that rock bottom appearing
if you think it is shit now,it is almost certainly gonna get worse before it gets better
can you honestly say you have had enough of gear and don't ever want to use again?
I know I can't and I'm approaching 40
only way you will ever quit(and stay clean) is if you want it more than anything in the world
think most people here would agree with this
 
my point is, try and make use of this 'fuck up' cus it would be good if you could make it your bottom.....

because it can be daunting to hear all the horror stories, and then look at you own, and you think fuck iv done nothing that bad....

but its bad to think like that.
 
charlie clean said:
Glad you're back with us, cbroxide.

A tip of the hat to wcote for caring enough to spend four hours of his holiday lifting your gloom. An appropriate example in this allegedly Christian season of the site at its best.
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agreed. much <3 and you rule the school for this wcote
 
kkattastic said:
how long have you been using Cbroxide?
from what I remember reading,it's not that long
pls don't take this the wrong way,,but most users take until their mid 30s to even see that rock bottom appearing
if you think it is shit now,it is almost certainly gonna get worse before it gets better
can you honestly say you have had enough of gear and don't ever want to use again?
I know I can't and I'm approaching 40
only way you will ever quit(and stay clean) is if you want it more than anything in the world
think most people here would agree with this
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So true , i've hit bottom many times , but still managed to find it again its only now after another serious injecting complication that has left me unable to walk further than 100yards without my calf doubling in size that i am considering maybe trying to stop abusing Heroin .

I mean you would have thought that the 3 previous DVTs and The 2 serious cellulitis infections may have made me think it might be an idea to not inject Heroin & Crack but no .
Gone done it again , i 'm not sure of the extent of the damage i've done this time round as the first scan was a load of bollx , i will probably find out later this week , i hope i haven't really fuked it this time but it's not like i didn't know what i was doing.
 
yeah brimz what I hate about your story is it is one of many. :X

its the fucking pull of heroin, why do i do it.... im going to score in a couple of hours... i dont need to. im not physically addicted for now.... but iam... it hurts me to type it...... what the fuck am i doing... :|
 
I don't want to sound stupid but , your at that time when if you carry on using and almost inevitably get a habit , it could take years to then recover.
Maybe n i know its not easy, you could bypass the habit thus saving yourself years of addiction and do something positive .
I wish i had when i was in the same situation/age as you .

I remember a fella saying to me when i was about 22 " you will be 30 before you know it , if you carry on like this " turns out he was right , i'm well past 30 now btw i'm jus passing on what i was told and ignored in the hope that maybe you won't .
Think about it .
 
The thing is with all this, is that everyones rock bottom is different, your not going to listen anyone untill you truly beleave that you've Hit your rock bottom, like Brimz has said one persons bottom might be becoming homeless , another persons maybe losing a limb or 2.
You know yourself , no job / home /rehab/ friends dying / a bit of jail time is that enough for you to seek help ?
I never wanted to stop ( still don't ) but theonly thing that made life liveable / bareable for me was getting a script , it's aloud me to build a decent life while still using.
Good luck to you cbrox in what ever do.
 
i dunno if that was directed to me brimz..... but myself, iv been full on.... now im at golden point to leave... why am i still using... fucks knows... i know were iv came from, do i wanna go back.. NO.
 
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