not_broken_420
Bluelighter
Prior to this experience, I had snorted heroin a few times and injected it a few, less than 10. My boyfriend, another friend, and I got some the other night. Until this point I had been shooting pretty much every day for the past 5 days, so I had a bit of a tolerance. My boyfriend has a way higher tolerance than I do, so we both snorted some to gauge the strength. It was pretty decent. He shot his first and then measured out less than half as much for my shot. He didn't do a whole point, so I did less than half a point. I had a gut feeling that I should do half of it when he asked me if I wanted to, and I should have gone with that.
As soon as he took the needle out of my arm (I still don't trust myself to inject shit) I felt that familiar rush, but much stronger. I said something along the lines of "I've never felt this good of a rush before..." and decided to lie down on the bed. My boyfriend (M), G, and B were hanging out talking, assuming I was just enjoying my buzz. Suddenly M looked over at me and realized something was wrong. He ran over to me and started saying my name, shaking me, etc. He said I was completely unresponsive, not breathing, and my face was blue, but I had a pulse. He said he gave me CPR and just kept me standing up. All I remember is not being able to see or understand what was going on, and all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I was basically too fucked up to know or care that I was dying.
When I finally came to, M and I were sitting on the floor facing each other and I realized what had just happened and we both started hysterically crying. He told me he didn't know what he would do if he lost me, etc. G said if I hadn't started breathing and stood up in the next 30 seconds he would have called 911. I'm very glad I have friends that would rather call an ambulance than just let me die because they are afraid of legal consequences. And if I had been alone, I definitely wouldn't be here right now, as I had no idea what was going on.
No matter how much you think you know what you're doing, there's always a risk..just keep that in mind. Hopefully I won't get a bunch of scolding for this post -- I had no reason to think that dose would be too much, since my boyfriend shot over twice as much. Trust me, I've learned not to be over confident when dealing with this shit.
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
categorycode_overdose
methodcode_IV
As soon as he took the needle out of my arm (I still don't trust myself to inject shit) I felt that familiar rush, but much stronger. I said something along the lines of "I've never felt this good of a rush before..." and decided to lie down on the bed. My boyfriend (M), G, and B were hanging out talking, assuming I was just enjoying my buzz. Suddenly M looked over at me and realized something was wrong. He ran over to me and started saying my name, shaking me, etc. He said I was completely unresponsive, not breathing, and my face was blue, but I had a pulse. He said he gave me CPR and just kept me standing up. All I remember is not being able to see or understand what was going on, and all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I was basically too fucked up to know or care that I was dying.
When I finally came to, M and I were sitting on the floor facing each other and I realized what had just happened and we both started hysterically crying. He told me he didn't know what he would do if he lost me, etc. G said if I hadn't started breathing and stood up in the next 30 seconds he would have called 911. I'm very glad I have friends that would rather call an ambulance than just let me die because they are afraid of legal consequences. And if I had been alone, I definitely wouldn't be here right now, as I had no idea what was going on.
No matter how much you think you know what you're doing, there's always a risk..just keep that in mind. Hopefully I won't get a bunch of scolding for this post -- I had no reason to think that dose would be too much, since my boyfriend shot over twice as much. Trust me, I've learned not to be over confident when dealing with this shit.
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
categorycode_overdose
methodcode_IV
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