Hmm I dont really understand what you mean? Before the overdose I had done at least 5 bags a day for i'd say two weeks and before then I have been off and on for a little over 6 months. Before then I was doing percs/oxy/roxi off and on for years. I don't have a scrip for Subs I just get some and use them when I get off a binge to minimize any negative effects from the Heroin. I have never used heroin on any regularity for more then a couple weeks at a time because I let myself rest so I dont get that strung out on it. Does that answer your question?
No I would say I am not Dependant. The worst effects I have had from not taking opiates for an extended period of time are a few sleepless nights due to my legs going crazy and mild stomach problems and diarrhea. I have an extremely high tolerance for discomfort and pain though.