the_undertow
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 5, 2010
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Wow, where to begin. First a brief description of my tolerance. I've been on oxy and hydro for 5 years and have about an 80mg oxycodone tolerance (a good high for me). I've tried morphine (MScontin), demerol (meperdine?), dilaudid (IV in ER for kidney stones), tramadol, talwin, and methadone. These were all taken orally. Dilaudid is the closest pharm to heroin in my own experiences.
Anyways, to the experience. I really never planned to use heroin, but I always knew I'd try it if given the chance. Well, I had that chance after hanging out with an old buddy. Went over to his place, and the heroin was ordered and picked up in an hour. The H was in a clear bag wrapped tight. It was a sorta grainy, sticky block (I guess a brownish clump of sugar is the closest thing it resembled). I don't know how much it was, but apparently enough for 2 junkies and a noob. They put the block in the bottom of a soda can, added water, and cooked it slightly. They used a piece of cigarette filter as a cotton, and each drew up 80 units (I think, not real familiar with the IV amounts) and drew 50 for me. I was told to do push ups to get my veins to pop (I have very hard to find veins). So I did and tied off with a shoe string. Waited about a minute, while in the meantime, they had already fixed. So my bud, whilst nodding, helped me find a vein under my left elbow. My arm was purple from being tied off so long. We hit it, blood flooded in and the plunger was slowly pushed all the way in. I untied and WOW! The rush hit me instantly all over my body. I felt so warm and safe and floaty. It was the closest thing to pure bliss and euphoria I have ever felt. This lasted 5-10 minutes, and then I finally started come down to a high where I was functional. We talked about meaningless shit, watched TV, etc. By the way, I fixed at around 5pm. By 11pm I was still high and feeling tired, so I passed out on the couch. I woke up the next day at 8am. I felt fine, almost still a little high. I had bad dry mouth, but no other side effects.
That was the one and only time I ever used H or self IV'ed a drug. H was way too good. One more time and I was a junkie waiting to happen.
I won't say do it or don't do it. For me, it was one and done. A year later, still no more H for me...
Anyways, to the experience. I really never planned to use heroin, but I always knew I'd try it if given the chance. Well, I had that chance after hanging out with an old buddy. Went over to his place, and the heroin was ordered and picked up in an hour. The H was in a clear bag wrapped tight. It was a sorta grainy, sticky block (I guess a brownish clump of sugar is the closest thing it resembled). I don't know how much it was, but apparently enough for 2 junkies and a noob. They put the block in the bottom of a soda can, added water, and cooked it slightly. They used a piece of cigarette filter as a cotton, and each drew up 80 units (I think, not real familiar with the IV amounts) and drew 50 for me. I was told to do push ups to get my veins to pop (I have very hard to find veins). So I did and tied off with a shoe string. Waited about a minute, while in the meantime, they had already fixed. So my bud, whilst nodding, helped me find a vein under my left elbow. My arm was purple from being tied off so long. We hit it, blood flooded in and the plunger was slowly pushed all the way in. I untied and WOW! The rush hit me instantly all over my body. I felt so warm and safe and floaty. It was the closest thing to pure bliss and euphoria I have ever felt. This lasted 5-10 minutes, and then I finally started come down to a high where I was functional. We talked about meaningless shit, watched TV, etc. By the way, I fixed at around 5pm. By 11pm I was still high and feeling tired, so I passed out on the couch. I woke up the next day at 8am. I felt fine, almost still a little high. I had bad dry mouth, but no other side effects.
That was the one and only time I ever used H or self IV'ed a drug. H was way too good. One more time and I was a junkie waiting to happen.
I won't say do it or don't do it. For me, it was one and done. A year later, still no more H for me...
haha