IV heroin--experienced--fucked up day, just got a little better
This story just goes to show what a fuck-up I am.
Dosage: $5 bag of dope approximately (practically nothing I know, but read what kind of shit I had to go through to get it in me)
Setting: my friend's sweet ass saturn driving around CHIcago
Time: who the hell cares
So I'm IMing with livenaked this morning and she tells me she found this new dope spot that has really good bags for $5. I tell her I got no $$, and have to be at work at 5pm tonight. She says no problem, we'll be back in time and she'll hook me up. I tell her to get her ass over here. Then I go wake up blahblahblah who I've let sleep in really late, (poor guy hasn't slept in days) and tell him, "We're going to the city so wake up sunshine."
He goes and gets his friend who turns out to be this real big hassle. Nice guy, but we always gotta run him around town so he can "manipulate and con" to get money. I was kind of in a rush since I had to be back at work, so we drop blah off at his car so they can go do whatever they need to do and there's no tension worrying about time.
Ok, so LN and I drive out to the spot and of course there are tons of cops around so we gotta wait for about 20min till they leave so we can get our shit. She goes and talks to the dude she knows, but this 14 year old girl with very nice tits ends up giving us the dope. We stash 'em inside of LN's chapstick (clever huh? LN's idea-she thought of it herself
She asks me, "Can you rig the needles in the car?" I say, "Of course, what kind of heroin user to you take me as?" Little did I know...
Mistake 1) I dump one bag into a bottle cap, as I'm telling a story about the other day when blah's friend wanted me to rig his needle and I spilled some of his bag onto the seat. As soon as I finish my story...the cap turns over and all the dope falls onto the seat. ugh. I've got long nails, so I was able to scrape most of it off the seat and it's no biggie.
Mistake 2) I've got two bags in the cap and it's filled with water. I'm heating it up when LN stops suddenly causing the cap to fly out of my fingers spilling (thank god) only half of what was in there. "OH FUCK!!!" I scream, "I cannot believe that just happened!" and I'm a little irritated now.
Mistake 3) I've got one needle all rigged with whatever was left in the cap, and I'm preparing to piggyback it into another one. This is where I fucked up big time. I piggyback it into the other needle, but being the fucking dumbass that I am, I forgot to take the cap off as I push in. So guess what happends? The fucking cap explodes off and ALL the dope liquid squirts all over the car and on my face. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I scream again, and apologize a gazillion times.
At this point we were both very upset and weren't exactly sure what to do. She still had two bags left so I told her I would buy her $20 worth of dope this weekend when I get paid if she does that with me. So being the best friend that she is she says "Ok, but I'll rig 'em this time" I'm completely ok with that.
Since she's gotta pee sooo bad we stop off at a circuit city so she can unload first, then load up
So we're parked-she's rigging the needles, I'm on the lookout. OF COURSE right away a car pulls up and parks right next to us. It was just these two dudes about our age that didn't look like they'd do any harm. So we continue our business being careful not to let the one dude thats sitting in the car see anything. I try to be smooth pretending we're waiting for someone by saying shit kinda loud like, "How long is this fucker gonna take? I got shit to do, what the fuck is he doing in there?" I doubt the dude bought it, but whatever. So LN's got it all ready and she hands me my needle. We both start trying to hit ourselves, only worrying about the dude next to us not seeing, but not even paying attention to other people coming (what can I say we're dumbasses) We're both having a real hard time hitting ourselves cause both of our arms are fucked all over (bruises and shit-you know) I look up for a second and see the other dude has come and is already sitting in the car, they're both looking at us, and I'm just like "oops" because they obviously saw what we were up to. The dude says "Hey, man it's cool. We shoot dope too."
Our faces immediately light up. I love meeting new dope heads. I ask him if he can hit pretty good and he jumps in the car to help us out. We start chatting, telling how long we've been using, naming off dope spots, talking about how fucking cool the needle exchange is (they give you a box of 200 needles along with saline, cotton, cookers, EVERYTHING you need 'cept the dope--which is usually found close to the needle exchange anyway). We gave them our number and told them to give us a call.
The fucker couldn't hit me-he only tried once anyway. But oh well. LN tried to help me once she got herself taken care of, but when she finally finds my vein--the fucking needle is clogged or some shit and isn't pushing anything out. "FUCK" I scream for almost the last time. I am so goddamn frustrated at this point that I wonder if it's worth it (don't ever wonder that-it always is) Well, I put the shit into another needle and finally managed to hit the vein...
I push in, and feel the warmth circulate throughout my body. A smile shines across my face and for the final time I say, "Fuck..."
Yeah I got a pretty decent rush for the small amount I did. But damn I almost forgot about work! I call in and tell them some bull shit story about how I'm stuck in traffic, just fixed my flat tire, had the worst day ever, but I'll be in as soon as I can. Haha keep in mind that this is only my second day working at this place and I'm already trying to ditch. But my kick ass manager buys the story and tells me not to worry about it-I don't even need to come in. Yippie!!
Yeah, so this story just goes to show what a fuck up I am. But in the end, it was all worth it. Since I didn't have to go in to work, I really wish blahblahblah could have come with us--cause he's my favorte junky ever. But next time baby
And remember kids...HAVE FUN with your HEROIN!!!
This story just goes to show what a fuck-up I am.
Dosage: $5 bag of dope approximately (practically nothing I know, but read what kind of shit I had to go through to get it in me)
Setting: my friend's sweet ass saturn driving around CHIcago
Time: who the hell cares
So I'm IMing with livenaked this morning and she tells me she found this new dope spot that has really good bags for $5. I tell her I got no $$, and have to be at work at 5pm tonight. She says no problem, we'll be back in time and she'll hook me up. I tell her to get her ass over here. Then I go wake up blahblahblah who I've let sleep in really late, (poor guy hasn't slept in days) and tell him, "We're going to the city so wake up sunshine."
He goes and gets his friend who turns out to be this real big hassle. Nice guy, but we always gotta run him around town so he can "manipulate and con" to get money. I was kind of in a rush since I had to be back at work, so we drop blah off at his car so they can go do whatever they need to do and there's no tension worrying about time.
Ok, so LN and I drive out to the spot and of course there are tons of cops around so we gotta wait for about 20min till they leave so we can get our shit. She goes and talks to the dude she knows, but this 14 year old girl with very nice tits ends up giving us the dope. We stash 'em inside of LN's chapstick (clever huh? LN's idea-she thought of it herself
She asks me, "Can you rig the needles in the car?" I say, "Of course, what kind of heroin user to you take me as?" Little did I know...
Mistake 1) I dump one bag into a bottle cap, as I'm telling a story about the other day when blah's friend wanted me to rig his needle and I spilled some of his bag onto the seat. As soon as I finish my story...the cap turns over and all the dope falls onto the seat. ugh. I've got long nails, so I was able to scrape most of it off the seat and it's no biggie.
Mistake 2) I've got two bags in the cap and it's filled with water. I'm heating it up when LN stops suddenly causing the cap to fly out of my fingers spilling (thank god) only half of what was in there. "OH FUCK!!!" I scream, "I cannot believe that just happened!" and I'm a little irritated now.
Mistake 3) I've got one needle all rigged with whatever was left in the cap, and I'm preparing to piggyback it into another one. This is where I fucked up big time. I piggyback it into the other needle, but being the fucking dumbass that I am, I forgot to take the cap off as I push in. So guess what happends? The fucking cap explodes off and ALL the dope liquid squirts all over the car and on my face. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I scream again, and apologize a gazillion times.
At this point we were both very upset and weren't exactly sure what to do. She still had two bags left so I told her I would buy her $20 worth of dope this weekend when I get paid if she does that with me. So being the best friend that she is she says "Ok, but I'll rig 'em this time" I'm completely ok with that.
Since she's gotta pee sooo bad we stop off at a circuit city so she can unload first, then load up
So we're parked-she's rigging the needles, I'm on the lookout. OF COURSE right away a car pulls up and parks right next to us. It was just these two dudes about our age that didn't look like they'd do any harm. So we continue our business being careful not to let the one dude thats sitting in the car see anything. I try to be smooth pretending we're waiting for someone by saying shit kinda loud like, "How long is this fucker gonna take? I got shit to do, what the fuck is he doing in there?" I doubt the dude bought it, but whatever. So LN's got it all ready and she hands me my needle. We both start trying to hit ourselves, only worrying about the dude next to us not seeing, but not even paying attention to other people coming (what can I say we're dumbasses) We're both having a real hard time hitting ourselves cause both of our arms are fucked all over (bruises and shit-you know) I look up for a second and see the other dude has come and is already sitting in the car, they're both looking at us, and I'm just like "oops" because they obviously saw what we were up to. The dude says "Hey, man it's cool. We shoot dope too."
Our faces immediately light up. I love meeting new dope heads. I ask him if he can hit pretty good and he jumps in the car to help us out. We start chatting, telling how long we've been using, naming off dope spots, talking about how fucking cool the needle exchange is (they give you a box of 200 needles along with saline, cotton, cookers, EVERYTHING you need 'cept the dope--which is usually found close to the needle exchange anyway). We gave them our number and told them to give us a call.
The fucker couldn't hit me-he only tried once anyway. But oh well. LN tried to help me once she got herself taken care of, but when she finally finds my vein--the fucking needle is clogged or some shit and isn't pushing anything out. "FUCK" I scream for almost the last time. I am so goddamn frustrated at this point that I wonder if it's worth it (don't ever wonder that-it always is) Well, I put the shit into another needle and finally managed to hit the vein...
I push in, and feel the warmth circulate throughout my body. A smile shines across my face and for the final time I say, "Fuck..."
Yeah I got a pretty decent rush for the small amount I did. But damn I almost forgot about work! I call in and tell them some bull shit story about how I'm stuck in traffic, just fixed my flat tire, had the worst day ever, but I'll be in as soon as I can. Haha keep in mind that this is only my second day working at this place and I'm already trying to ditch. But my kick ass manager buys the story and tells me not to worry about it-I don't even need to come in. Yippie!!
Yeah, so this story just goes to show what a fuck up I am. But in the end, it was all worth it. Since I didn't have to go in to work, I really wish blahblahblah could have come with us--cause he's my favorte junky ever. But next time baby
And remember kids...HAVE FUN with your HEROIN!!!
