thejapanfan
Greenlighter
Hi Bluelight,
This is my first ever forum post anywhere, so if I've broken any forum rules please accept my apologies. SWIM has been on Subutex 12mg for 6 months now. She knows all about the neurological effects of Buprenorphine and that it's high binding affinity blocks the effects of full agonists - she tried heroin once on top of the Sub and found it a total waste of time. The problem is, shortly after that she found a good source of gear that actually did do something on top of her dose of Sub. The option to skip her daily dose of Sub was not open to her, she's on supervised consumption. So For the past 3/4 months she has been smoking heroin every day on top of her Subutex. In the beginning this produced no withdrawals, she got cocky and thought she could use on top and stop whenever she wanted. Now she has found that this is far from the case. She's been trying to stop for the last few weeks and is suffering quite badly, then she ends up scoring again. To her horror she has found that even if she has a much higher dose of Subutex, like 16-18mg, it still doesn't even come close to holding her. She can't understand why this is happening, she thought the Sub blocked the heroin, but then it mustn't have done so fully, or why did she get high? She is scared that there is something else in the gear that is causing this addiction. She researched possible benzo adulterants but that seems unlikely. SWIM is also adamant that her withdrawal symptoms are not psychosomatic because she is getting physical symptoms, not just the psychological ones such as anxiety that she tends to get when merely craving. Her keyworker is talking about putting her on Suboxone, but if she has it with heroin in her system what will it do to her? The keyworker claims that the naloxone is only absorbed if the tablet is chewed, crushed or swallowed, but SWIM is not so sure. She desperately wants to get back on a level with her Sub script so she can go to university next year, but is getting to the point of feeling suicidal. Any help and advice on this matter would be much appreciated.
This is my first ever forum post anywhere, so if I've broken any forum rules please accept my apologies. SWIM has been on Subutex 12mg for 6 months now. She knows all about the neurological effects of Buprenorphine and that it's high binding affinity blocks the effects of full agonists - she tried heroin once on top of the Sub and found it a total waste of time. The problem is, shortly after that she found a good source of gear that actually did do something on top of her dose of Sub. The option to skip her daily dose of Sub was not open to her, she's on supervised consumption. So For the past 3/4 months she has been smoking heroin every day on top of her Subutex. In the beginning this produced no withdrawals, she got cocky and thought she could use on top and stop whenever she wanted. Now she has found that this is far from the case. She's been trying to stop for the last few weeks and is suffering quite badly, then she ends up scoring again. To her horror she has found that even if she has a much higher dose of Subutex, like 16-18mg, it still doesn't even come close to holding her. She can't understand why this is happening, she thought the Sub blocked the heroin, but then it mustn't have done so fully, or why did she get high? She is scared that there is something else in the gear that is causing this addiction. She researched possible benzo adulterants but that seems unlikely. SWIM is also adamant that her withdrawal symptoms are not psychosomatic because she is getting physical symptoms, not just the psychological ones such as anxiety that she tends to get when merely craving. Her keyworker is talking about putting her on Suboxone, but if she has it with heroin in her system what will it do to her? The keyworker claims that the naloxone is only absorbed if the tablet is chewed, crushed or swallowed, but SWIM is not so sure. She desperately wants to get back on a level with her Sub script so she can go to university next year, but is getting to the point of feeling suicidal. Any help and advice on this matter would be much appreciated.