Savage Henry
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 21, 2004
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Heroin-First time-Scag Barons 
ok ok, so I am a heavy hydrocodone user and have been using opiads for sometime and oral ingestion in nothing new to me...For the longest time I have wanted to IV some H and be let in on the experience, so here it goes...
My colleague and I aqquire about 6 bags 4 days prior leading up to adminstering the heroin..
flash to Saturday night
we are in a posh setting, comfortable very safe and very aware of are surroundings, we wanted this to be pleasent and worry free and this we succeeded (sp?) at great lengths...
it took me some time to get the things we needed to make this mission complete, 3 things were certain...Hersheys cookies and cream chocoalte milk, ciggerettes, pepsi......
we sit almost nervously both never touching a needle let alone banging our own arms full of a powerful drug..Drugs we are not afraid of but we all know how things get sometimes.....
I remember blurting something like ''Im not ready for this'' as I sit with the needle in my hand, my freind laughs as if he agrees fully...I was worried about banging my myself because I simply do not know what Im doing, so we hop online do some reading just making us a bit more nervous but the kind of nervous where you're more excited if this makes any sense....
''Anything worth doing, is worth doing right''
I load up my first shot (went small) I'm kind of shakey and I'm not afraid of needles but I just want to do it right, look over at my friend and see him desperately searching for a vein menwhile I'm ready to go, needle breaks the skin I feel my vein get penetrated then I press the plunger.....
Immediately my arm gets warm, my body gets droppy ''euphoric'' has nothing on the feeling I harbored at point of adminstering the shot, it was much more pleasent then I ever was brain fed to believe, my partner in crime says ''bro lay back'' I feel my spinal cord sink into a matress my legs very light my skin almost warm but not at all hot....I have a huge grin on my face still unaware of what was ahead, pleased by this mis-conception that I have grown to believe about the effects of such a ''serious drug'' to be honest a peak point wasn't clear for me, it was all one big peak and mind this was my first time.....time passes.....
Meanwhile my freind is having trouble hitting the injection sight which is worrying me because I don't want either him or myself to g overboard whatsoever, long stroy short and a few shots by me later it hits him and see the same look on my face that I had portrayed earlier that evening...
We snorted a few lines and smoked a tiny bit shot some more and sitting on clouds, watched a few good movies and had some crazy laughs but this was a experiment for us both, not some out of hand crazed habit we just had to have, we knew what this can do to us, we made pormises and had the time of our lives.......
I do not regret a single moment of that night, will I do it again? very doubtful, just felt to good and being a heavy hydro user I know I'm in deep enough and do not want to have that hanging on me as well...However I do not insist people try this unless they consider themselves very aware and VERY informed on what takes place, I read for weeks leading up to that night and still wasn't as ''clued in'' as I'd like to be...I am in no way proud of what I have done and I do get the see what I done to myself looking down on my arm(s) but all in all things went great, this is just something too great to be ''regular'' with.....
I apologise if this was boring or long, words really can't describe the feeling very close to true love, kind of like that very moment you know everything in life is in line in life in heart in soul and in vein........
Thanks for reading.......
Another one has not bit the dust
ok ok, so I am a heavy hydrocodone user and have been using opiads for sometime and oral ingestion in nothing new to me...For the longest time I have wanted to IV some H and be let in on the experience, so here it goes...
My colleague and I aqquire about 6 bags 4 days prior leading up to adminstering the heroin..
flash to Saturday night
we are in a posh setting, comfortable very safe and very aware of are surroundings, we wanted this to be pleasent and worry free and this we succeeded (sp?) at great lengths...
it took me some time to get the things we needed to make this mission complete, 3 things were certain...Hersheys cookies and cream chocoalte milk, ciggerettes, pepsi......
we sit almost nervously both never touching a needle let alone banging our own arms full of a powerful drug..Drugs we are not afraid of but we all know how things get sometimes.....
I remember blurting something like ''Im not ready for this'' as I sit with the needle in my hand, my freind laughs as if he agrees fully...I was worried about banging my myself because I simply do not know what Im doing, so we hop online do some reading just making us a bit more nervous but the kind of nervous where you're more excited if this makes any sense....
''Anything worth doing, is worth doing right''
I load up my first shot (went small) I'm kind of shakey and I'm not afraid of needles but I just want to do it right, look over at my friend and see him desperately searching for a vein menwhile I'm ready to go, needle breaks the skin I feel my vein get penetrated then I press the plunger.....
Immediately my arm gets warm, my body gets droppy ''euphoric'' has nothing on the feeling I harbored at point of adminstering the shot, it was much more pleasent then I ever was brain fed to believe, my partner in crime says ''bro lay back'' I feel my spinal cord sink into a matress my legs very light my skin almost warm but not at all hot....I have a huge grin on my face still unaware of what was ahead, pleased by this mis-conception that I have grown to believe about the effects of such a ''serious drug'' to be honest a peak point wasn't clear for me, it was all one big peak and mind this was my first time.....time passes.....
Meanwhile my freind is having trouble hitting the injection sight which is worrying me because I don't want either him or myself to g overboard whatsoever, long stroy short and a few shots by me later it hits him and see the same look on my face that I had portrayed earlier that evening...
We snorted a few lines and smoked a tiny bit shot some more and sitting on clouds, watched a few good movies and had some crazy laughs but this was a experiment for us both, not some out of hand crazed habit we just had to have, we knew what this can do to us, we made pormises and had the time of our lives.......
I do not regret a single moment of that night, will I do it again? very doubtful, just felt to good and being a heavy hydro user I know I'm in deep enough and do not want to have that hanging on me as well...However I do not insist people try this unless they consider themselves very aware and VERY informed on what takes place, I read for weeks leading up to that night and still wasn't as ''clued in'' as I'd like to be...I am in no way proud of what I have done and I do get the see what I done to myself looking down on my arm(s) but all in all things went great, this is just something too great to be ''regular'' with.....
I apologise if this was boring or long, words really can't describe the feeling very close to true love, kind of like that very moment you know everything in life is in line in life in heart in soul and in vein........
Thanks for reading.......
Another one has not bit the dust
