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(Heroin) First time: I LOVE It

O She is beautiful, O She is glorious, what a divine gift from the Creator to all animals. What happened in your mind when you first lay down with Her?
The physical caresses of Opium are indeed lovely and such delight; what brought (and brings) me back again and again are the free-flowing, easy, richly colored conscious fantasies and the stunningly strange dreams of sleep. I wish I could paint the lush, colorful images I remember upon waking.
If you choose never to use again, I'm glad that you can remember a night and day with Her. I also would wake so heavily nauseated after early nights spent in Her arms.
Opium demands payment for the pleasures She gives. The prudent action is, of course, to fondly recall your one experience. In my own case, although I've paid a painful and high price, She continues to give such lavish gifts of imagery and soft joy. Nothing in the world can keep me from Her.

yes.yes.and yes again.
 
well fucking written. sounds like youv dosed a little to much, lol. iv never done heroine in my life but want to try it! (no connects tho) iv smoked 100mcg/h fent patches and that put me in a good bliss for 25mins when smoked, short duration i find fentanyl lacks euphoria...
 
Hmm... odd... i really am disappointed in heroin personally. It definitely has its own feel compared to other opiates... but for some reason every time i do it i start longing for MDMA (possibly because of the tingling euphoria?). Then before i know it i have half a bag lying in my room and I'm out venturing for some quality molly!

It just doesn't give me the opiate-feel i expect. I do think it's interesting that the OP's junk was tar. IME, it was always quite impure... kind of curious about pricing you had originally paid. (But i won't ask!)

Good report! If junkies had erotic novels this trip report would be a short story in it! =D
 
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be careful....thats all i can say...felt the same you did the first time i did some black and it led to me injecting and many years of addiction...thank you suboxone!
 
Beautiful report! Makes me want to get my hands on some dope! I guess oxymorphone will have to do for now...
 
the only way to get rid of suffering or at least understand it is simply to be aware of it when you feel it is there...
I am not repeating any bhuddist crap or something..but its completely true. try it your self, when you are aware completely of something, problems, w.e u see it in a different way, you releaise that problem isnt you but it just is, and you can watch it and slowly it dissovles away....
 
Thats because heroin embodies all the souls that have perished before it, alone in the most desolate hopeless situations imaginable. Exaggeration? I dont even know anymore.........



You have me in the palm of your hands...


Cool trip report OP, not an avid opiate user myself, never H. Though I know the feeling the give and have enjoyed them in the past.
I do know about addiction and it sounds like from your experience you've gained a emotional connection to H, be careful. Though your a big girl and know the risks.
 
I've never shot H but have dosed it every other way. It does indeed have a great feeling but imo i like oxycodone more. + Heroin is over all more dirty, especially black tar. The only reason i went to it was because finding opiate pills was hard, i still had a super small tolerance where a little dot of tar would fuck me up. Over all heroin is amazing, but too much bull shit to go through to keep doing it for me.
 
Wow... incredible thread. Just read the whole thing.

I've never tried H (and don't intend to) but like a lot of people I'm still damn curious and this thread and trip report has filled in a lot of the curiosities for me.

Sounds divine yet absolutely scary as fuck.
 
o god,something i would love to feel,but something i would never do as i know myself too much.to be able to forget the fucked up world :) ive used a mild (i think) opiate for a month (nubain) and i already miss it,how hopeful it makes you,withrawing right now,and so cold :) ugh
 
Nice story .. I myself do not do H .. but from what you have said you have a love for it .. just be careful .. you don't go to far down the hole.
 
I'm sure that L/E has MUCH better things to do than troll Internet Forums for people to bust...
You would be surprised with what L/E does with the amount of power , time ,money and resources they have . There are L/E with the specific job of monitoring the web for criminal activity and with the location easily available of the person through IP address it is better to be safe than sorry :] Vladd~
 
I hear you on the "maybe I should quit reading this thread". Funny I am feeling the same, but still reading. I have currently nothing to get a "fix" on. Just tried H a few months ago & damn! Crave, Crave, Crave..... I can't get any at the moment, so wtf am I reading about it for? Oh, so I can crave it MORE! Ok, time to go do laundry or read the bible! JK!
 
Take it from someone who has been in this relationship: the honeymoon is great, but the divorce, it's terms are more like half your assets and soul, and quite possibly life. I'm still not myself 6 years later. mashing endorphins that hard messes up homeostasis too much. if that seems like a worth it sacrifice, go right ahead(probably your families assets and souls too).
 
this incredible warmth went through my body, and I got this burst of energy that made me want to rub my face over and over again. I was warm and itchy, and it felt good to scrub my skin and rub it against the towel. I felt like I was a cat flexing it's paws and being petted by someone. My vision became a little blurry and doubled up... I had to work hard to keep my eyes straight. I literally wanted to purr like a cat. I mean I've felt euphoria from opiates, but those were more of a body high. Heroin gave me an emotional lift that was more than just a good body feeling... it was like being forgiven all my sins by god (if I believed in god, which I don't), or being a child and waking up in a warm house to a snow day and a happy family, or like any kind of joy you can just sink into and not think about anything else.

Nice writing.
I, too, loved heroin.
(And, I'm not revisiting it.)
 
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