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Heroin - First Time (Although not with opiates) - Delicious

`bLow?

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Disclaimer - This is my first trip report, be gentle ;x.

Intro (If you're just trying to skip to the good part)

I'd wanted to try h before, having done oxy a fair number of times, hydro a few, codeine, etc, but I was ready for the real thing. It happened by chance, a good friend of mine who was at a college ~1.75 hours away IM'd me and said he had scored some good bags, high quality and pretty good amount. So at 12:30 at night, I said fuck it, and the friend I was with and I set out, 12:30 at night, mapquest directions in hand to a place we had no idea how to get to.



We arrive, after I get pulled over twice, but only end up with a speeding ticket. We hastily run up into his dorm room and he gives us each our bag. I dump mine out and examine the tan powder as I chop it softly with a razor blade. I had read on bluelight to do about 1/4 of the bag (I was insuffulating it, as there were no needles unfortunately) but I decided to do about 2/5 - 1/2.

T+0
Right after I blow the lines, I feel a small rush. I know that the good part is coming.

T+0:5
I feel the rush as slowly the opiate warmth settles over my body. I sit down and close my eyes, appreciating the intense feeling of complete calm and content. I continue to sit on the couch, just loving it.

T+0:10
We decide to smoke some weed. We smoke two bowls, being careful to semi blow it out the window. We would do this again later, as the dorm occupier had picked up an 8th and my friend had brought a gram. I noticed that exhaling itself was like a godsend. I felt extremely euphoric and got back on the couch.

T+0:20
I began to nod fairly hard, almost dream-like until I would suddenly snap out of it. I was definitely a fan of heroin, even though I didn't get to IV it like I'd wanted to for my first time. We had to walk downstairs to smoke a cigarette (3 floors ... fuck.) and we had to try to maintain our calm as we walked by the lady at the front desk. I've been smoking for about 4-5 years, and love to smoke on other drugs such as cocaine, adderall, etc, but had no desire to smoke on heroin (or other opiates). However, we went outside for a cigarette anyway, and it was fine, but nothing like the first cigarette after a nice bump of coke. We somehow made it back upstairs, drawing no attention from the lady at the desk..

T+0:35
Although I was feeling very good, I hadn't felt sick at all, so I knew I hadn't reached a dose too intense. I insuffulate about 1/2 of what is left, so about a quarter of a bag. Feel a slight rush and my body tingles as I start feeling extremely euphoric. We decide to smoke more weed. Another two bowls and I'm feeling amazing again, nodding very hard. The opiate warmth is very pronounced now, and the euphoria is indescribable to anyone who has not experienced it. I would consider it much better than the euphoria I experience from cocaine. I just feel completely at place on the couch, struck with no desire to move, however I (surprisingly) found conversation to be easy. We didn't just sit there and dope out, we had slightly stimulated conversation.

T+0:55
I dose the rest of the bag and am just feeling extremely good now. I am completely at ease and content. Conversation begins to slow, and then stop as we are strategically placed throughout the room on comfortable chairs. We all started nodding heavily. My body feels very at rest on the couch, and I seem to almost melt into it. I am in a state of heavy nodding and almost sleep that continues for hours.

T+3:00
We have to leave as the friend I came with has to be at work at 12:30. He drives back, with me helping with directions in between my nods. We finally get to my house and I pass out.

I'd call it a very positive experience, one that I plan on repeating, except next time I hope that a needle is available. Definitely my most pleasurable drug experience.

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You didn't write how you felt when you woke up. Intentionally? 8)
Na, just kidding. But for a lot of people this is important. How did you feel the week after? Mentally craving for it, somekind of? Are you kind of "near virgin" opioid-user?

Thanks,
Mike
 
ey if you decide to shoot it up decide less than a quarter bag , guess this is stupid advice but just start of low , i know in the u.sa it's different but still should no exclude the possibility that it's high grade h .
 
Ya, unfortunately, I threw up on the way home from where I was, and again at my house at around 12:30. I felt nauseated, but mostly slept it off. However, I didn't include it in my report because I am not 100% sure that it was because of the experience. My brother was also recently ill with a stomach problem that lasted 24 hours (same as me) with no headache, just nausea (also same as me). I decided not to put it in.

As for the week after, haven't made it yet ;x. It happened two days ago, I'll let you know how I feel in five days. Tonight I used cocaine, but plan to stop drug use (sans marijuana and alcohol) for a little while. So we'll see what happens.

I am not what I'd consider a virgin opoid user, but I'd say I'm still on my honeymoon. I've probably used oxycodone ~12 times, maybe more and hydrocodone 3 times. Normally about 30-40mg dose oxy. So needless to say, heroin was a very enjoyable experience for me.

Thanks for the replies, let me know if there's anything else to add ;).

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BingeBoy said:
ey if you decide to shoot it up decide less than a quarter bag , guess this is stupid advice but just start of low , i know in the u.sa it's different but still should no exclude the possibility that it's high grade h .

Yea, I don't plan on dosing more than 1/4 of the bag IV. But thanks for your concern :).
 
You did it too quickly, in my opinion. I was completely content the whole time, and when I blew the second half of my bag, towards the end, when I stole the couch from you, I went to heaven. It was the most beautiful experience of my life. Let's do it again, soon.
 
Twice within 10 minutes, actually. He was driving on the wrong side of a highway with a wall in the middle for about 5 seconds before we realized it, but the first car that was coming up to us was a State Trooper. No more than ten minutes later we got pulled over for speeding. Luckily I drove home.
 
i was just about to say tha i'm surprised you didn't throw up being your first time and all, but then i saw your second post. best believe that the vomitting was caused by the h. Depending on the strenght of the dope, most people spend their first time vomitting and itching like crazy, so much that it's hardly an enjoyable experience. but then again that bmore dope is pretty strong and the stronger the dope the more likely you are to experience those side effects
 
Glad to see some more replies :).

Yes I got pulled over twice. I'm not that careful of a driver and I didn't know much of NJ at all. Whatever, only got one speeding ticket (although it was 68 in a 50..) and I'm okay with that.

And yeah, I felt fine the entire time that I was on it, it was the next day that was horrible, heh. And yeah, next time I definitely think I'll take some Benadryl, as the itching was almost ridiculous at times ;/.

Mental cravings still aren't that bad as I haven't been around it or anything. I don't forsee it being a problem as of yet ;x.
 
Sounds like your well on your way to a heroin addiction, i've never tried it, never will, but i can guarantee you won't feel as good doing anything else you can possibly think of. So you slowly become a heavier and heavier user, slowly disconnecting ever furthur from the rest of your life, and reality itself...

As for the driving incident, it's people like you who are going to kill themselves with their own recklessness
 
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dancan it's not as much that other things in life won't feel as good as with dope

(with something like e that difference is bigger)

but more that the time after heavy usage will feel worse!

Also it's a different happyness not true happyness ,cause most people will still live a normal and very active life on opiates , but rather an inability to get hurt , living witout worrying , not like e this feels so great but still your fucked up , opiates are more like they make you cope with everything and be happy.

ya know?
 
Dancan said:
Sounds like your well on your way to a heroin addiction, i've never tried it, never will, but i can guarantee you won't feel as good doing anything else you can possibly think of. So you slowly become a heavier and heavier user, slowly disconnecting ever furthur from the rest of your life, and reality itself...

As for the driving incident, it's people like you who are going to kill themselves with their own recklessness


I insufflated H for 6 days straight, had people calling me asking if I wanted it for the days after - and I stayed off and never really "craved" it, although I admit I did feel like a piece of shit for that day or two after. I've done it again a few times since then, and could get a line or two at ANY time, but don't care to. So humpf to the OMG YOUR GONNA RUIN YOUR LIFE ADDICT routine 8)

As for this man's driving, I agree it probably wasn't the smartest move, but understand NJ has crazy traffic circles and such, he had JUST pulled out of a driveway, and apparently he was only driving for about 5 seconds before realizing it, on an EMPTY road (besides for a cop :p ).

Leave the flames out of this thread, he didn't come CLOSE to OD'ing or anything, and apparently there were others there watching... He only did one bag, sounds to me he was plenty safe and did his research beforehand ;p
 
`Blow, how long were you interested in heroin before tryin it? i assume you live in the de/pa/nj tristate region? me too. ithought most H around here was white. what do i know. never touched it or seen it, been somewhat obsessed with the idea of doing it for years now (never done anything harder than 40-50mg hydrocodone or oxycodone actually)
 
naton said:
`Blow, how long were you interested in heroin before tryin it?
I have wanted to try heroin ever since my first foray into the world of opiates. How could you not? Even when I wasn't prepared to do it, I obviously wondered what the opiate of all opiates was like.

i assume you live in the de/pa/nj tristate region? me too. ithought most H around here was white. what do i know. never touched it or seen it, been somewhat obsessed with the idea of doing it for years now (never done anything harder than 40-50mg hydrocodone or oxycodone actually)

Yep, live in a suburb outside of Philadelphia. .
 
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Dancan… I'm a little bit leery of H, but nothing is inherently bad. H just has a more extreme curve. If you think of any experience as a sin wave you have the highs and the lows. They are equidistant in a sin wave. If you want the highs you must accept the lows. Many drugs share a similar curve, but often times if you over-use the wave starts sinking down below the x-axis. Imagine the curve and think of using before the wave gets to the crest of its' peak. You'll go down just as far, but you only come so far back. I'm not willing to accept the lows of H so I stay away.

Someone mentioned E changing your perspective more. And I also find the similarity between side-effects from E and opiates relatively similar. I don't like those lows so I stay away from E. Opium and tea is fine for me. Morphine stimulates a release of serotonin that is pretty significant so they are pretty similar in that respect.

I liked hearing a report that sounded so benign in a good way. Did your research and took it seriously. If I had advice to give I'd say be very careful. Just like drinking… don't over do it.

Peace,
PL
 
Pimp Lazy said:
Dancan… I'm a little bit leery of H, but nothing is inherently bad. H just has a more extreme curve. If you think of any experience as a sin wave you have the highs and the lows. They are equidistant in a sin wave. If you want the highs you must accept the lows. Many drugs share a similar curve, but often times if you over-use the wave starts sinking down below the x-axis. Imagine the curve and think of using before the wave gets to the crest of its' peak. You'll go down just as far, but you only come so far back. I'm not willing to accept the lows of H so I stay away.

Someone mentioned E changing your perspective more. And I also find the similarity between side-effects from E and opiates relatively similar. I don't like those lows so I stay away from E. Opium and tea is fine for me. Morphine stimulates a release of serotonin that is pretty significant so they are pretty similar in that respect.

I liked hearing a report that sounded so benign in a good way. Did your research and took it seriously. If I had advice to give I'd say be very careful. Just like drinking… don't over do it.

Peace,
PL

I like this outlook a lot...

nice report also :)
 
I did heroin over 50 times and never got hooked. I never did it more than twice a week. But 10 of my closest friends in the philadelphia area except for 3 or 4 people got addicted. All very intelligent people that had a future. They have always hated me for being able to use H and not touch it for a few months. Don't fuck with this shit. Have you ever heard anyone say "Heroin made my life better"? vs "acid and xtc changed my life for the better"?
 
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