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Heroin - Experienced - Another Day as a Junky

I have never tried heroin because I am aware of its ridiculously addictive properties and my internal fear that I will like it too much and that it will ruin my life by going back for more has driven me to stay away, even when opportunity comes my way.

This trip report was moving. Thank you for posting. This trip report reminded me why I should never try heroin, and at the same time intrigued me and makes me consider whether I have the discipline to just try it once. It sounds so good...and I am a firm believer in trying things once.

Should I play with fire and hope not to get burned?
 
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I have never tried heroin because I am aware of its ridiculously addictive properties and my internal fear that I will like it too much and that it will ruin my life by going back for more has driven me to stay away, even when opportunity comes my way.
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see this is how people are "suppose" to be. I never could find it possible to be that way myself but its good to have a lil fear to keep you away from the things that will seriously kick your ass in the long run, kudos.
 
veRGe said:
I have never tried heroin because I am aware of its ridiculously addictive properties and my internal fear that I will like it too much and that it will ruin my life by going back for more has driven me to stay away, even when opportunity comes my way.

This trip report was moving. Thank you for posting. This trip report reminded me why I should never try heroin, and at the same time intrigued me and makes me consider whether I have the discipline to just try it once. It sounds so good...and I am a firm believer in trying things once.

Should I play with fire and hope not to get burned?
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Nope, you definitely shouldn't. Opiates don't lead anywhere but bad places in the end.
 
I was just watching that video on youtube where the iv cokehead gives an interview and talks about the dealers sticking the little 'bags' into their mouths and dealing 'out of their mouths' -- the interview taking place in some alley way with white guys walking around w/ briefcases etc.

I was shocked because this guy was shooting coke right in front of all these people. But then i realized why the dealers would be keeping shit in their mouths to swallow in case the cops come-- because this wasn't a "drug town" per se.

But here where I've bought dope on the east coast, the only people standing to get busted were the white suburban kids like me coming down every few days for dope, not the dealers.

No cop would 'come around waving his big stick' forcing any dealer to swallow dope or some crazy shit like that. It's all out in the open as long as you keep it quick and don't mess around too much -- that's why the quick exchange-while-still-inside-your-own-car seems logical to me.

The last dope I copped before kicking this habit, which I'm currently doing, I received after looping around the block past a cop who was doing a 'house call' and getting behind a u-haul truck 3 cars away from the cop car that was standing there perpendicular to the street, flashing lights and all. It's just the way it works. Boy was I nervous, but I sure wouldn't want to be in that situation hopping cars.
 
Awesome read man, I know EXACTLY how ya feel man. I just got done with my 3 day physical withdrawl and it was TERRIBLE! I couldnt believe the pain I was going through, it took every bit of strength to not go out and score my next "fix". But I knew if I did, then I would just have to go through with it all over again.

I've been a Heroin addict for almost a year now and it makorly sux. Sure it's all great when you're high (best feeling in the world!) but the after effects are a fucking nightmare.

Good on you for staying clean that long, it's a motherfucker to do it. I've tried tons of times, but always end up relapsing, it seems once you experience that feeling of "paradise" you'll always want it, being sober just isnt "good enough" for me at the moment, too BORING :lol

Anyways, thanx for the read, it always reminds me that I'm not alone in this struggle and that it can be overcome.
 
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