Heroin and Anger

[ducednig]

H Anger, Opi rage, oxy madness!
try playing competitive video games after a nice toot sesh.
i be raging like a mad dog.
even when im winning

 

[RedHandedDenial]

it's called being irritated, and ALL opiates do this

 

[mareseatoats]

What do you mean? Methadone saved my life for so many years and it was really a struggle to quit. Still is, but I managed.
From hospital ODs and heavily addicted to hard core opiates I had a normal 'sober' life for more than 7 years.
Job, family compromise etc, either that or death..

I sort of got off topic-while talking about "anger," I also wanted to include another way of action by SOME users-which turned into "entitlement," which ties into not being satisfied, and then getting angry. I know many people on long term Methadone maintenance-who like others who use can aqquire that sense of entitlement. Not all users. Just some. It could also mean that whomever acts like that had originally a sucky personality to begin with. I am in recovery as well, so I am not pointing fingers at all who use maintenance therapy. It does help a lot of folks from getting out of the dangerous street life of using and everything that goes with it.

 

[Xtreme Rush]

&^^^^^amen to that

Im so glad im on buprenorphine maintenance

 

[sarahe909]

I've got the no opiate anger right now. Stuck in parramatta no access to D as I'm from Melbourne.. This sucks.

 

[Xtreme Rush]

All opiates seem to cause irrability.

And noT having your DOC (opiates) can produce some Anger!

 

[David Wooderson]

*Methadone is one of the main culprits of this cause.

qft

I first noticed this effect myself and then after I would talk about it I would hear more and more from the people I knew that it was happening to them. I think vicodin a runner up after that, I think its common with almost all opiates and each has the potential to be worse to each person, but with that said methadone is in another league ime.

I ruined my life each time I was on it in under a year, losing friends and girlfriends in masses.

I was one ballsy, big mouthed prick that was better and more important than everything.

I had an anger problem before opiates and it just atmospheric and raised with dosage increases and more powerful opiates, methadone topping everything by 10.

I've sensed stopped and the shitty things I said and did have humbled me into being a much better person

It doesn't happen overnight but I've seen from most long term users.

 

[RivieraLife]

Glad I'm not the only one - I just thought I was a dickhead. When I get high I always snap at my partner + friends for mostly no reason at all, just their presence fucking annoys me. One of the things that irritates me the most is people talking over the TV, even if I don't care about what's on! It's worse when I use benzos as well - that's pretty common though.

The opioids that make it the worst for me are usually Fentanyl, Parafluorobutyrfentanyl, AH-7921 and Heroin (possibly others but these are the ones that really stick in my mind). Unless I'm nodding on PFBF or Heroin, cause then I'm just a floppy-mouthed, droopy-eyed, happy little camper

I totally sympathise with David Wooderson - I get this over-inflated sense of self-importance, like my problems are just so much worse than anyone else's, everyone must listen to me cause I'm super smart, I know everything and if anyone wants to start something I'll take them on! Then when I'm not high, I realise I'm just a douche, with arms like spaghetti that would get my ass kicked if anyone started something with me.

With benzos, it's pretty much just Valium and Etizolam, they make me not give a fuck so much that I'm just a general dickhead. But when combined with opioids I'm an angry dickhead! The one exception being Clonazolam - that stuff is so lovely, it makes me all fuzzy inside and too sleepy to be angry.

 

[Xtreme Rush]

Opiate anger , constantly worrying about where I was gunna get my fix and if it was going to be fire or not, plus dodging Gang squad, and the 5/0 (police) jumpout boys w.e etc the cops lol

Man all that stress, added to the overall opiate addiction and everything your going through at that time. (Also when your dope sick just about everything times 100 makes you angry)

♤And then of course once you get high and use your opiate of choice: Any and all bad vibes and loud bad noises, will also highly irritate the opiate user. Which in-turn cause heroin/opiate anger its quite simple, .

That's the breakdown lol.
Quite Simple.

Best bet yo, go lay down and listen to music via ear plugs its the shit.

But Get Clean people trust me.

I am a former 5 year H addict, currently on buprenorphine maintenance, which is amzing and I highly recommend it! ?!!!!**DO NOT GET ON METHADONE**
ALSO its 2015 if you dont have insurance, you definitely can immediately obtain some kind, there is TONS of help out there now, some are finally starting to realize drug addicts, and people with Memtal health problems need help. Trust me im on suboxone maintenance, completely clean from all opiates, besides my crutch buprenorphine, but im doing good. I have a lot of mental health problems also which I have to take quite large amounts of xanax, and 15mg remeron at night


But the point is, yes ae all go through opiate rage, high, or seeking.. hell most people are stressed out enough with other life issues.

Im going to leave for now, my wife is going to rub me down God I love her

Blessed with this women I swear I love KLH forever

 

[Sprout]

I have to use hormones now due to the abuse of opiates. NSA mentioned it here, I spoke to my doctor and spot on. My levels were incredible low. It does take some time though, maybe 5-10 years..
However, life with hormones is improved significantly.

How are you doing man? Any plans in mind regarding fent.?
If you need any help whatsoever you can always send me a PM.

Sometimes I do wonder if becoming dependent upon opioids during adolescence impacted my T-levels permanently, or whether I am just pretty effeminate by nature - I certainly have the typical frame of a female at the waist (24-26" regardless of weight), but with the broadened shoulders of a man. I once had my body shape described as 'an inverted triangle'...

I'm making progress, but as you know, the nature of Fentanyl is such that tapering is very difficult. Down from 7mg to roughly 2mg or so, making a slow switch to Morphine and DHC.

Hope you're well, man.