cire113
Bluelighter
I had a relapse and used Heroin all day everyday for 4 days; i mean literally i was high 24/7 for 4 days straight; really pure heroin too;
I was clean for almost 8 months; Boy does that SUCK using again.....
Ive never been so high so non-stop; literally snorting every 2 hours ....
Figured i relapsed anyways and fuck it.......
Of course every day waking up i would say ok today is the last day then i need to stop but we know how that goes;
Tmmrow would be day 5 and I'm really gonna stop this now before it gets outta control ....... Maybe I'm already fucked i don't know; hopefully after 8 months clean and 4 day binge i can recover from this shit at this point?
The shit is pure powder I've been snorting.....
Was curious as to how bad my withdrawals might be or how difficult it might be to stop???
Fuck my life.
I was clean for almost 8 months; Boy does that SUCK using again.....
Ive never been so high so non-stop; literally snorting every 2 hours ....
Figured i relapsed anyways and fuck it.......
Of course every day waking up i would say ok today is the last day then i need to stop but we know how that goes;
Tmmrow would be day 5 and I'm really gonna stop this now before it gets outta control ....... Maybe I'm already fucked i don't know; hopefully after 8 months clean and 4 day binge i can recover from this shit at this point?
The shit is pure powder I've been snorting.....
Was curious as to how bad my withdrawals might be or how difficult it might be to stop???
Fuck my life.