Hi all,
I got clean 9/16-7/19 i swore i would never use again. Well here i am about 1.5 months in to a meth addiction. I know what it did to me last go around but n i felt like ive grown from that experience. I use daily and work a good job that im finally having some sucess with that being said im also aware of the person it changed me into so idk.In a weird way i miss some of the long nights and getting so high i would just stare out the window for hours or running a muck in the city with no cares. Then ive also lost everything because of it.so idk.Anyways I've never made a post or anytjing so this is my first shot.
I got clean 9/16-7/19 i swore i would never use again. Well here i am about 1.5 months in to a meth addiction. I know what it did to me last go around but n i felt like ive grown from that experience. I use daily and work a good job that im finally having some sucess with that being said im also aware of the person it changed me into so idk.In a weird way i miss some of the long nights and getting so high i would just stare out the window for hours or running a muck in the city with no cares. Then ive also lost everything because of it.so idk.Anyways I've never made a post or anytjing so this is my first shot.
