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Dont give up bro! I cant even count how many times I ''quit'' just to end up relapsing again. Just try to minimize the damage your doing to your life in the meantime.

 

I am its hard though. But maaaan one motivator to stay clean is tattoos haha im obsessed and they cost $. Actually just made an appointment to get my knuckles done in two weeks cant fuckimg wait!!!!!!!!!

 

You are learning. It might be the hard way, but you're definitely learning. I give you maaaaad props for trying to quit again when you relapse, that's not easy to do. Don't be too hard on yourself, you'll get this.

 

Thanks. Im actually starting to detox myself again as of yesterday. Sigh =\