QuE-dAwEiRd1
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 24, 2016
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Used a lot of anti anxiety stress and depression meds..was addicted to codein for 7years 21 pills daily..used xoloft,terpiline,dynalamotrogen,serdep,valium..let's just say a lotta toxic stuff..felt good for the most of it zoned out..when I began using codein I was suffering from above mentioned ailments with major chronic headaches..I was a prescription junky yes for a long time..I manipulated doctors always had my monthly stash and got to a point where all I thought about was getting that high that state of feeling good..energetic euphoria,yet calm focused and just relaxed and in the moment,even while drinking the meds I thought about when I'll drink it again..got real bad..my life was all about that fix and getting supply..everything else was neglected..Eventually I quit because I lost myself my life my way..I quit cold turkey..no withdrawals lucky for me..I tried meth a few years after just to say ya I did it and it felt great..got the energy,euphoria,relaxed and calm feeling..but drugs is not for me I tend to overdo and take things to the max so in a year I'd be dead if I did that..my Question..I heard about Sceletium Tortousum and kratom..do they give a vibe that I'm looking for..I know its herbs so its safe..I don't smoke weed..so taken just the herb will it have effect and give the feeling I'm looking for?