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xStarvingArtist

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I posted not too long ago about what pulls I could get high off of. The pills I listed, everyone said there wasn't a point in them.

So, now?
I'm drunk, fucked up on pills.. I just need a friend.
I need someone I can open up to, someone who won't care if I talk about my abusive boyfriend. Please?
Is there anyone here?
Please?..

I'm scared that I'm alone..I just want to die.. Please?
Anyone?
Anyone have kik?
I think...I think I'm going to kill myself tonight and this I my last resort.. Please..
 
I'm unfortunately not in a position to be offering council but you should check out The Dark Side instead of Basic Drug Discussion, there's a lot of beautiful souls in there that helped me when I was feeling run down (to put it lightly). Something to keep in mind is that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. There's always a way to make a positive change, it's just hard to see in the darkness. Please check out TDS, they'll be able to help I'm sure.

Peace and love.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/forums/47-The-Dark-Side
 
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You will leave everyone in your life in shock, agonizing and angry at you, and in 6 months, you'll be a memory.

Lay it all out on the table to me. What about your abusive boyfriend? DO NOT HURT YOURSELF FIRST AND FOREMOST.

Just lay it all out..
 
Whoa....this might be a little late but please seek some medical help. Go to an ER or call 911 if you really feel that way. That will put you in a safe place and give you the care you need.

Maybe someone should've added in the last post to avoid alcohol in combination with those pills. Not to mention everyone said not to take them because they mostly had no recreational value and are more likely to mess with your emotions (hence the suicidal post) or just make you tired.
 
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I posted not too long ago about what pulls I could get high off of. The pills I listed, everyone said there wasn't a point in them.

So, now?
I'm drunk, fucked up on pills.. I just need a friend.
I need someone I can open up to, someone who won't care if I talk about my abusive boyfriend. Please?
Is there anyone here?
Please?..

I'm scared that I'm alone..I just want to die.. Please?
Anyone?
Anyone have kik?
I think...I think I'm going to kill myself tonight and this I my last resort.. Please..
I'm available all day. Feel free to message me. And for now, just promise yourself that you won't do *anything* without talking or messaging with someone first. Lotta love around here ... take advantage of it. <3
 
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