Help!

[TangerinO]

Please help me. I can't stop thinking about suicide/murder.

I let someone into my life that hurt me really bad once, and just when I thought it would all be okay that person is hurting me again. And again. And again.

And I can't take this pain. I cannot take what this person is doing to me and has done to me. As such murder, murder/suicide is all I can think about.

I know it's not a solution. I know I won't actually do it but I cannot take this torment anymore. I can NOT function!

 

[Maya]

Hi op is this person someone you are in a relationship with? Are you still with this person? I know that you are hurting right now but you can't let this ruin your life and put you down. You could distract yourself with hobbies etc go out with friends.

I'm not sure how this person is hurting you but whether it is physically, emotionally or both please do not let this person do this to you any more.

 

[TheGrasshopper]

Figure out what makes you happy. Even if its selfish.
If your ready to take your own life you might as well try to enjoy yourself by whatever means.
Life will kill you all by itself, there's rarely a good reason to rush it.

 

[star.fox]

Grasshopper's right, you have to become very selfish. Not in a bad way... Just in the sense of recognizing what makes you happy and cutting out everything else that doesn't fit into that category.

I've made some radical changes following that rule and probably saved my own life. You have to take care of yourself first, especially if you are feeling that down (hopefully you did not mean physical pain).