Help!

[delema1]

ive been doin drugs since i was 14 /15 im going to be 18 now .and i havent finshed school i find hard to stay focus on anything. i used to love graffiti i could always be able to sit there and draw and now i cant i cant seem to stay still for nothing. i could sit down for maybe 10 mins then i get up. i cant seem to focus on anything unless i have loud music playing i never been intrested in school since 5th grade i always got bad grade. i have a hard time keeping friends. sometimes i feel social and other times i just wanna be left alone. i cryy randomly. but my main concern is school and how i cant focus on anything i think i have ADHD. my mom thinks its all on my head shes always told me that for years. and i finally just realized it is all in my head but i cant control it. i dont have anyone i can talk to about it. ive done almost everydrug but ive been clean lately. idk should i get tested for adhd?should i force my mom i fear not being able to finshin and accomplishing anything in life cuz i can focus and finsh everything i have a really bad temper idk whats wrong with me

 

[Elwood]

Are you supposed to be finished with school by now? Just wondering because, you said you're going to be 18, but where I'm from people usually don't graduate until after they've turned 18 and it's usually in May.

 

[delema1]

im going to be 19 already. i was supposed to graduate in june 2010 but ive never had an intrest for school or even cared i was always suspened ditching theres something wrong with me im practily sober now and i can never sleep stay still focus or anything its like everything i learned in life has been sucked outta me i feel clue less.

 

[Elwood]

well shit, I got my GED two years after I was supposed to graduate, and it didn't make a difference between that and a diploma in the long run. But I didn't have ADHD, I just did pills all day. getting tested for adhd might not be a bad idea, but people fake those tests alot and doctors know that...

edit: shit, I can't PM you cause I just joined yesterday, but if you wanna email me thats cool. sounds like exactly what i went thru couple years ago. [email protected]