ive been doin drugs since i was 14 /15 im going to be 18 now .and i havent finshed school i find hard to stay focus on anything. i used to love graffiti i could always be able to sit there and draw and now i cant i cant seem to stay still for nothing. i could sit down for maybe 10 mins then i get up. i cant seem to focus on anything unless i have loud music playing i never been intrested in school since 5th grade i always got bad grade. i have a hard time keeping friends. sometimes i feel social and other times i just wanna be left alone. i cryy randomly. but my main concern is school and how i cant focus on anything i think i have ADHD. my mom thinks its all on my head shes always told me that for years. and i finally just realized it is all in my head but i cant control it. i dont have anyone i can talk to about it. ive done almost everydrug but ive been clean lately. idk should i get tested for adhd?should i force my mom i fear not being able to finshin and accomplishing anything in life cuz i can focus and finsh everything i have a really bad temper idk whats wrong with me