HighlandSwedger
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 4, 2010
- Messages
- 25
Im 17 ive had a habbit for 2 years, i've been going from rock bottom to over the edge for almost 6 months relapsing every other second week...My longest stretch thus far is a month and have been sniffing 8mb sometimes 4mb a day for 2 weeks, and this week ive had nothing. But im so fucking depressed, i dont see the point. My mum was a junky all her life i grew up seeing it and i was happy when she was dealing. She was always there emtionaly but now shes always out enjoying life (clean) and im stuck with a habbit and even though im clean i feel all alone. I dont know what to do. Im so fucking depressed thats all i can say, ive pissed my life away chasing 10rs. All i can think about is getting a hit, and how theres no point staying clean. Please give me some kind words or something cause im totaly at a low point man. Peace, Highland Swedger.