Painful One
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How are you doing @Newtoit ?Hi everyone.
Looking to get clean as well and a bit new to all of this.
Been smoking weed for 10 years and would use opioids a couple times here and there. 2020 started having access to opioids and was taking smaller doses of 10 to 15mg 2 or 3 times a week. Then last year in September we found a steady supply. Started to dose up to about 20 to 30mg oxy by the end of last year and taking it 4 or 5 times a week. Well as i kept using, the tolerance kept growing. This year it became a daily habit and i started using up to 50mgs in a dose sometimes I would re-dose but never have taken more than 80mg in a day. Well i got introduced to the pressed m 30s in June and took a couple here and there flip flopping the oxy and the pressed. I would say about 4 or 5 weeks ago i switched over to the pressed m 30s and would snort 2/3rd to 1 a day in small lines (1 pressed would yield 12 or so lines).
Well i realized i was going down the wrong path and have decided I really need to turn my life around. 2 days ago i took a little less than half of a pressed and yesterday i took at most 1/4th of a press. I am planning on switching back to oxy for a few days or a week (need some guidance here) and then stopping the oxy as well.
I would love some guidance and maybe a quick little draft of how I should go about it. I see the recommended variants to use during but not sure which once to use at the same time and when to use what.
I have access to anything over the counter of course as well as lorazepam and i think my guy has Subs. One thing to note, at the beginning of June i went to Mexico for 6 days and while the first night was really difficult to sleep and i felt hot and cold, after the second night i was pretty good. I know with adding the fent into my system recently it will more than likely be worse.
I really appreciate all the insight. About 14 hours into it so far
Sorry that I didn’t get back to you until now.
I have had a rough couple of days in between prescriptions.
I think your plan of going back to the oxy to get off the pressed (fentanyl) pills is reasonable.
I would stabilize on that and then slowly taper down.
If you have a steady supply and could do that.
Otherwise, I think @Ganjcat is right about you needing to get on some methadone.
That would keep you stable and is way less harmful for your body than a bunch of Loperamide and other withdrawal aides that should only be used in emergency situations for a few days.
Those are a bandaid and not a very good one.
You could do a suboxone taper or a methadone taper.
The good news for you is you say you have only been using the opiates daily for about a year right?
If that is the case, you can get off pretty easy if you do it now.
I think you would feel like shit for 3-4 days and be done.
I had a surgery when I was 20 yrs old and had some problems with it and was on oxycodone for a year steady, every day for a year and I went to my doctor for help and he asked me how long and I told him a year and he told me cold turkey 3 days and you will be better and he was right.
You are not in too deep yet.
You are on a bad path though, you know that.
I was taking about 25 mg oxycodone a day for a year and I was okay after 3 days.
Let us know how your doing.
Sending prayers and love for you!
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