Rockbottom5890
Greenlighter
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- Mar 28, 2015
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Hello,
Basically my story is simple I had some issues with pills in the past got clean moved to a different state broke my ankle a year later back down this road again. I'm posting becuase if anyone knows how hard going through cold turkey high opiate habit is alone then you understand. So I met a girl a while back love of my life never thought I could meet a woman so perfect for me. Basically I hid my addiction from her and as we do best I was great at it. So I totaled my car in an accident last Monday and I decided enough I am done I am at a point if I don't stop now I will lose her and I decided to open up to her. Obviously she is devistated about my habit but I just felt like I had to for us to be successful. I feel like I might lose her, I know if I use again I will. I have a good job that I may lose too due to my last week of shenanigans. So basically I am 60 hours sober absolutely miserable, alone and have to bike 15 miles back and forth to work each day where I have to greet people and manage people and sell people. I don't know how I am going to make it through I am completely broke to which is a blessing because I can't pick up anymore but I can't get any relief either. I ordered elimidrol and have been taken that regularly seems to help a bit but would like to get my hands on some Kratom or something. Please if anyone has any support I'm all ears im dying here and my girl wants space which I need her now more than ever and she can't understand that because she hasn't been through it
Basically my story is simple I had some issues with pills in the past got clean moved to a different state broke my ankle a year later back down this road again. I'm posting becuase if anyone knows how hard going through cold turkey high opiate habit is alone then you understand. So I met a girl a while back love of my life never thought I could meet a woman so perfect for me. Basically I hid my addiction from her and as we do best I was great at it. So I totaled my car in an accident last Monday and I decided enough I am done I am at a point if I don't stop now I will lose her and I decided to open up to her. Obviously she is devistated about my habit but I just felt like I had to for us to be successful. I feel like I might lose her, I know if I use again I will. I have a good job that I may lose too due to my last week of shenanigans. So basically I am 60 hours sober absolutely miserable, alone and have to bike 15 miles back and forth to work each day where I have to greet people and manage people and sell people. I don't know how I am going to make it through I am completely broke to which is a blessing because I can't pick up anymore but I can't get any relief either. I ordered elimidrol and have been taken that regularly seems to help a bit but would like to get my hands on some Kratom or something. Please if anyone has any support I'm all ears im dying here and my girl wants space which I need her now more than ever and she can't understand that because she hasn't been through it
