Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Hi,
I would like you're advice on how to remove the feeling of not being able to focus on anything; extremely filled with range for no reason; ready to punch a hole in the grass ; etc.
NOW, I have been using Stimulants for around 2-4 years and have never really got this reaction. The reaction was because of 'another dose of stimulant -> but I was under extremely stresses, and got the the point. "DAM IT, THIS IS IT. FUCK IT". And ripped up my study papers which are extremely needed for tomorrow( but at the moment I feel it does not matter what so ever)
I can not think, I can not even do anything BUT at the same time its like my body is full of ready to go for action and my brain has reached this point; STOP. THAT'S IT i am turning off. , Now. I also feel I do not care about anything, and let anything be BUT at the same time my brain is like FULLY AWAKE and put in this over drive but there's nothing there in the brain to support it. Its like its running any extremely high speeds but not been able to benefit from it what so ever. ???
- I am not a violent person what so ever.
- I know this is temporary, but need YOU'RE advice on how to stop this or turn this "range" into "Mania happy" please.
Now, at the moment in time I think I am on the iceberg and certain things could cause the mini mania phase for a couple of hours. I really would like this and its a real possibility at the moment, any tips please?. Thanks;
Personal notes;
- 9:42PM at this moment / Need to be up tomorrow early.
- I am already extremely low on sleep. I feel drained and feel like the back of you're ass.
I would like you're advice on how to remove the feeling of not being able to focus on anything; extremely filled with range for no reason; ready to punch a hole in the grass ; etc.
NOW, I have been using Stimulants for around 2-4 years and have never really got this reaction. The reaction was because of 'another dose of stimulant -> but I was under extremely stresses, and got the the point. "DAM IT, THIS IS IT. FUCK IT". And ripped up my study papers which are extremely needed for tomorrow( but at the moment I feel it does not matter what so ever)
I can not think, I can not even do anything BUT at the same time its like my body is full of ready to go for action and my brain has reached this point; STOP. THAT'S IT i am turning off. , Now. I also feel I do not care about anything, and let anything be BUT at the same time my brain is like FULLY AWAKE and put in this over drive but there's nothing there in the brain to support it. Its like its running any extremely high speeds but not been able to benefit from it what so ever. ???
- I am not a violent person what so ever.
- I know this is temporary, but need YOU'RE advice on how to stop this or turn this "range" into "Mania happy" please.
Now, at the moment in time I think I am on the iceberg and certain things could cause the mini mania phase for a couple of hours. I really would like this and its a real possibility at the moment, any tips please?. Thanks;
Personal notes;
- 9:42PM at this moment / Need to be up tomorrow early.
- I am already extremely low on sleep. I feel drained and feel like the back of you're ass.