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Sue Donym
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Hey, my apologies for posting anonymously, I signed up by my account hasn't been approved yet but I'm very worried.
I am very naive and inexperienced when it comes to drug experiences, having only previously ever smoked weed with friends half a dozen times.
On a night out a week ago, I ingested MDMA powder for the first time, with a friend who had done it a few times previously and is much more experienced with these matters. I asked him afterwards and he said he gave me '150mg'.
Took about an hour for it too kick, I had all the experiences typical of it, increased empathy and ease at socialising, large dilated pupils, felt fine, drank only beer, came home and slept. The following day I felt rough and had a poorly stomach but not especially more than after any drinking session. Also had a gentle kind of afterglow, felt elevated.
However as the week progressed, my symptoms got worse and more bizarre. Initially being unable to consume solid foods and passing any meals as liquid diarrhoea I'm now somewhat constipated. I've all but lost my appetite and eating any sizeable meal causes severe stomach distress; bloated, in pain, like I can feel my digesting food moving through my gut. The acid-reflux like symptoms make me cough hoarsely. I often feel nauseous.
I've had bursting, radiating tingling sensations primarily in my arms but also my legs and most joints and other often used muscles. My jaw either feels doughy and bloated or impossibly tight like lockjaw. I've had those tingling bursting feelings in my head too, as well as periods of intense pressure and tension. I've also suffered severe neck ache and stiffness and my head wobbles slightly when I move it. Regulating my temperature has been difficult too, sometimes feeling far colder or warmer than is appropriate.
I've slept very intermittently and now am essentially unable to. My brain seems to ache when trying to recall recent information quickly, abstract or fanciful thought seems very hard, like I can't make my mind wander even if I want to. As a writer, this is worrying to me.
I live with my family, I've told my father who is optimistic I'll recuperate in time. I feel ashamed and embarrassed of having put myself in such a potentially precarious position. The friend who I took it with, has been fine.
Can anyone offer any potential advice? This post marks a week since I took it, if there's no improvement by mid next week I may go to the doctor. I've tried to eat normally and exercise and be positive but it is starting to really worry me now.
May I recover? What should I do to help the process along? I'm obviously shit scared this has caused some sort of early onset MS, as the symptoms are so similar.
Thank you in advance.
I am very naive and inexperienced when it comes to drug experiences, having only previously ever smoked weed with friends half a dozen times.
On a night out a week ago, I ingested MDMA powder for the first time, with a friend who had done it a few times previously and is much more experienced with these matters. I asked him afterwards and he said he gave me '150mg'.
Took about an hour for it too kick, I had all the experiences typical of it, increased empathy and ease at socialising, large dilated pupils, felt fine, drank only beer, came home and slept. The following day I felt rough and had a poorly stomach but not especially more than after any drinking session. Also had a gentle kind of afterglow, felt elevated.
However as the week progressed, my symptoms got worse and more bizarre. Initially being unable to consume solid foods and passing any meals as liquid diarrhoea I'm now somewhat constipated. I've all but lost my appetite and eating any sizeable meal causes severe stomach distress; bloated, in pain, like I can feel my digesting food moving through my gut. The acid-reflux like symptoms make me cough hoarsely. I often feel nauseous.
I've had bursting, radiating tingling sensations primarily in my arms but also my legs and most joints and other often used muscles. My jaw either feels doughy and bloated or impossibly tight like lockjaw. I've had those tingling bursting feelings in my head too, as well as periods of intense pressure and tension. I've also suffered severe neck ache and stiffness and my head wobbles slightly when I move it. Regulating my temperature has been difficult too, sometimes feeling far colder or warmer than is appropriate.
I've slept very intermittently and now am essentially unable to. My brain seems to ache when trying to recall recent information quickly, abstract or fanciful thought seems very hard, like I can't make my mind wander even if I want to. As a writer, this is worrying to me.
I live with my family, I've told my father who is optimistic I'll recuperate in time. I feel ashamed and embarrassed of having put myself in such a potentially precarious position. The friend who I took it with, has been fine.
Can anyone offer any potential advice? This post marks a week since I took it, if there's no improvement by mid next week I may go to the doctor. I've tried to eat normally and exercise and be positive but it is starting to really worry me now.
May I recover? What should I do to help the process along? I'm obviously shit scared this has caused some sort of early onset MS, as the symptoms are so similar.
Thank you in advance.