HELP please!!

[bnlmusicfan2]

I am am going off a huge opioid addiction, suboxone, codiene, dilaudid,ativan,and I should go off of Klonopin but I need something to control the tics I get from Tourette's. This is the second time I have detoxed with clonodine...that shit wears me the fuck out... SO I got to the point of dr shopping and I was going to lose my kids SO I begged my dad to help and I am off to florida once we get me medically stable is what my Dr. perfers it sounds like...does anyone have an idea what inpatient 30 treatment is going to be like. I am near Palm Beach...I am so scarred I am such a bad person...How can I get my faith hell my kids back...I didnt try to become an addict but the drs didnt help even the dr i saw for the clonodine agrees with me sorry just depressed nervous scared...
britt
ps i have so much guilt it sucks i hate it

 

[michael]

i can't tell you what an inpatient rehab is like, because i have never been there myself. i can tell you that there are many threads in this forum discussing rehab, though. a search might help you find some things out.

i can tell you that it is not going to be constructive to think of yourself as a bad person. people make mistakes, people fuck up, and it doesn't mean that they're bad people.

 

[mareseatoats]

You are not a bad person; you're just a person who makes mistakes LIKE ALL OF US! And now you are going to work on fixing things-that is the best you can do. Life is a challenge..and we will forever be shaping ourselves and learning how to cope till we are old and gray.

Best wishes to you music fan; I have done intensive outpatient before-and if you are ready to equip yourself with new skills and ways to deal with life and addiction-then this experience will be of great benefit to you. I hope you have only nice people that will be working with you as well. Counselors that make you feel at home while keeping you on your toes in a good way. Don't worry-it could be the life-changer you need!

 

[DrinksWithEvil]

Ive been to eight inpatient rehabs. been in 5month,2months,6months and 30 day ones. 30 day ones are good, but only if you really want to quit, because 30 days is a really short period. 30 days is pretty much enough time to life some of the fog from your addiction, and see that there is light at the end of the tunnel, it also will give you tools to use when you get out of rehab, but you have to want to get clean.

Ive met the best people at rehab, you will have good and bad times. Mostly good, during the last week you wont want to leave. The first week you want to leave. you will leave the rehab looking a feeling alot better but you wont be cured.