Help please. Advice needed oxycodone rehab

[Float777]

So I was snorting hydros..I was doing well rehabbing off of em but my girlfriend f 3 years whom I planne to propose to December 5th broke up with me out of nowhere. I was happy I thought everything was fine..now I've had a relapse possibly dug my hole deeper. I quit hydro and moved straight to oxycodone 10s been swallowing them not snorting at all. I've had a fuck life attitude but I know that I need to quit doing this shit and some encouraging words would help.. I am up to taking about 11 a day.

Also on the first day of our breakup my dealer got me 6 10a and I popped em all immediately. Sadly I'm here to tell the tale. @emo

 

[smokemctoke420]

Snorting hydros? Lulz

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

As there is no specific question regarding drug use, tapering, or detoxing.. I'm going to transfer this over to TDS. Maybe they'll be able to help you there with your situation.. some really good people on that forum who can help you.


OD-----> TDS

 

[hefe1313]

the longer you're in the game the bigger your problem is going to be. get out now, quit now is my advice. your life is worth living, you just can't see that right now. i advise if you are still depressed after you quit, see a dr and tell him your problems, and ask for an antidepressant.
legal alternatives are kratom and poppy seeds. good luck my friend.

 

[hefe1313]

good luck

 

[chrisalt]

Its tought man when break ups happen, but they happened every second of every day. This year alone i have had 3 different "exclusive" girlfriends. One dumped my ass and it hurt. I dumped 2 and i know it hurt them (good lord how i know but thats another unrelated event).

Im only 25 and ive lost count of the gfs i have had since 13. Not trying to sound "oh look at me yada". Im actually the type of guy who wants a best friend/wife/lover/ all in one (yeah cheesy as fuck but i dont give a shit) im just saying it because this aint the 1950's anymore. People don't stay together from 17 till death. i dated this one girl from 17 to 21 and when she left i went nuts, just didnt give a fuck who or what i did..(i gag at the thought of WHO did, some of em were real beauty queens let me tell ya lol) .More then likely you will have 1000 different "soulmates" or "loves of your life" during you time on earth so dont stress over this women. Most of us are gonna die alone anyway or in a relationship we dont want to be in cause were lonely. Sad but true.


As for the drug use. i know the first thing u wanna do it use but its the last thing u should do. lol but then again wer are all drug addicts and thats what we do. If you can just stop tho. Maybe take a benzo for tops 2-3 weeks while the break up is fresh. NO LONGER. this is dangerous tho as this was my plan and now im depandant as hell both mentally and physically to benzos. 1 week became 2 then 3 and now its been 3 months..i need to start tapering(again, as i have been on and off benzo since 17) .keep this in mind if u do use a benzo for stress after the break up. w/d is far worse then opiate w/d.