Help Phenibut!

Okay for awhile. My tub is almost up and i rememeber what it felt like last time...What scared me so much about it was it was triggering audibal voices. And muscle pain....And insomnia. I know I have been on it for two amd a half month's and that's a long time but I have to quit this now in order to get my addiction under control....Does anybody here have good result's with there depression lifting. I really never noticed that I was more out going then I normally would be but, today I got hit with a massive wave of depression and I was like UGH! I feel like crap. I don't know maybe it's just placebo or something.

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sonicwhite

Bluelighter 41 From Oklahoma

I was a military child of four. I was the middle of 4 childen. My dad was a air traffic controller. Looking back I'm so proud of him. He didn't make it his full 20 but damn near close.

I grew up in Enid Oklahoma and moved to TN in 98. In 02 I moved back to Oklahoma but my mom couldn't control me so I was sent to job corps. From there I went awal and got hooked up with the gay crowd. We know where all the good shit is. But it had its very bleak dark periods. My ex whom I know cherished me just as much as I adored her. Things began to become I say abnormal tor me. I was sensing a very dark evil. Then it was jail time. Like I've said everything I had was gone instantly. There isn't a day goes by I wonder does she still care or even bother. It's too painful buy here I am. A 38 yr old Minister with not a college degree but boot camp under my feet.

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