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HELP Oxy OD question please help
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Pagey
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^Huh really? I'd never noticed that on myself, not that my pupils were what I was concentrating on at that moment...dyou know why that is? Could be interesting to know.
I'm not sure why. I just remember a psychiatrist trying to use that one on me when I was in an institution trying to tell me I was fucked up on opioids, when in actuality I was withdrawing as they had cut me from ~130mg of morphine today to ~60mg at once. I remember responding in a very agitated state that he was full of shit, and that I was withdrawing, and if I was high on opioids I would have pinpoint pupils. He kind of had a look of shock on his face and (edit: he changed his answer to say that they were changing between blowing out and constricting and...) then he called me an addict and sent me out of the room (before I could rebuttal this with "You mean like eyes always do when you look towards and away from the light?"). Faggot IMO...and not in the homosexual sense...in the faggot sense lol. I did see something about overdose blowing out pupils online recently though.
edit 2: I guess this isn't a very reliable symptom:
Symptoms of overdose may include:
narrowed or widened pupils
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/druginfo/meds/a601006.html
edit 2: I guess this isn't a very reliable symptom:
Symptoms of overdose may include:
narrowed or widened pupils
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/druginfo/meds/a601006.html
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Bunping for extra answer. Please help me. So I've been sleeping a lot. I've been in a lot of back pain and have big eye pupils. Still really tired and I'm wanting to pass out. Not hard to breathe at all. Way less of a headache then earlier but still there. Little to no nausea. I am drinking a fair amount of water
Will my symptoms be a lot worse if I was dying? Or is something still very wrong with me. Oxy always makes me want to pass out, it like makes me drowsy.
I mean I it dangerous like tynoel ,(which there was none of in the pills.) where u could die a week later? If I was dying would the symptoms be alot worse?
Will my symptoms be a lot worse if I was dying? Or is something still very wrong with me. Oxy always makes me want to pass out, it like makes me drowsy.
I mean I it dangerous like tynoel ,(which there was none of in the pills.) where u could die a week later? If I was dying would the symptoms be alot worse?
Pagey
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Hah, you'd think a psychiatrist would know that opioids pin your pupils before accusing you of being on them 
but okay, I'm going to look into that, it's kinda cool.
Dakben, considering your last dose was hours ago, if you were going to OD you would have already as your last dose reached its peak a while ago. Trust me, if you were having an overdose you would notice.
But once again, if you're worried, go to the hospital. I personally don't think you need to now but for future reference, don't waste time posting on a forum if you think you may be dying.
but okay, I'm going to look into that, it's kinda cool.Dakben, considering your last dose was hours ago, if you were going to OD you would have already as your last dose reached its peak a while ago. Trust me, if you were having an overdose you would notice.
But once again, if you're worried, go to the hospital. I personally don't think you need to now but for future reference, don't waste time posting on a forum if you think you may be dying.
Hah, you'd think a psychiatrist would know that opioids pin your pupils before accusing you of being on them
Oh, I was on them. I was prescribed them at the institution. I was prescribed them before I went there too...I just had a pseudo-OD and got sent to the institution for suicide attempt. First day their, they put me on 40mg of oxy a day, 40mg of norco, and 150mg of tramadol/day along with 4mg of xanax xr, 2mg of prosom, and 300mg of lyrica. Very next day, prosom is gone, oxy is gone, norco raised to 60mg (so excuse me, I went from 130mg to 90mg in morphine equivalence). Either way, it was a drastic change that put me in a very uncomfortable state. Not to mention the fact they took away my cane and made me use a walker with no wheels and was too narrow for me.
On that note, I had a pseudo-OD, but the only time I felt remotely high that week was when I smoked weed and when I started to fall out in class (when the seroquel I took sent the cocktail over the edge which was taken because I was pissed at myself for losing 60mg of morphine and a pack of smokes when I had no source of income - apparently I wasn't too impaired. I took my friend to work (who said I seemed as sober as ever and is experienced with both benzos and opioids) literally 30 minutes before I dropped on 44mg clonazepam, 60mg of morphine, 50mg of seroquel, and my max strength BuTrans patch). Let that be a lesson...you can drop even if you don't feel high - especially to all you fentanyl abusers out there.
Thank you both for this information. And for being so welcoming. I realize I need to learn to practice drug responsibility, and I feel like a fool for doing this.
How can I start to feel back to normal?
Also I fully plan on become a active member
Oh dude, you don't even know, I still haven't been able to get back on proper medication for my issues since then.
edit: eat a good meal, take something for the headache and something for nausea if you have it, and get some sleep tonight.
Pagey
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What the hell?! Lowering your doses so drastically seems really irresponsible/dangerous...
Midazle
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Holy shit. 44mg of Clonazepam? The most benzos Ive heard someone being on was 22mg of Xanax a day...and that was a really fucked up story. But God Fentanyl is so fucked up, my doctor put me on a 50mcg patch instead of Percocet 10s 4x a day because she thought I was doing WAYYYY more Oxy than I was telling her when I was just in complete miserable pain. Anyways I put the patch on at like 5pm, tell my roommate to make sure I'm breathing the next morning (because Fentanyl is just something I never wanted to mess with but had no choice in the matter), I wake up the next morning and my whole body is numb, I didn't think an opioid could be that strong but I couldn't feel SHIT, no sedation quite yet....took some adderall (scary mistake) I'm in psychology and we are talking about drugs ironically and I get really really really really tired...even though Im on 20mg of Amphetamine...I get to math class and I start nodding off like crazy...I start to get nausea like a mad man..I get out of class and its like 20 degrees out and my whole body is numb but I'm buzzing all over but I was nauseous too...I go to hang out with friends and the buzz feels like an Oxy buzz x10 and I start falling asleep...I get back to my dorm and I take the patch off at this point I had taken 40mg of Adderall IR that day and 5mg usually keeps me up good. My breathing was like sub 50 and I kept slumping...it was so scary. I told my doctor this and she just shrugged it off and refused to change me off fentanyl...took a month for her to switch me to Hydromorphone ER and another two to get a dose that covered my pain, pretty much raped my opioid tolerance too...
Yup...my doctor had me on Oxycodone for 5 months and then some cunt nurse tells her I called and asked for Morphine over the weekend, when in reality I asked for a refill of my Percocet and her overzealous Addiction Medicine specialist picked up the phone. So she cancels my prescription alright? I had an A in EVERY single class and it was 2 weeks tell finals, I go into withdrawal for a week, I can't even move because Im in so much pain from my condition and the withdrawal. I wanted to get in a truck and hit the SOB's. Then she gives me a half hearted apology and says "Well now you know what drug addicts go through!". My pain management doctor would do this to me again except when I was on 16mg of Dilaudid a day then accuse me of selling my medicine because after 2 weeks of no pain meds my urine sample showed no Hydromorphone and a small amount of Oxymorphone...what was I supposed to do? Bend over again for the DEA and these doctors while I wait? Also no doctor ever knows anything about proper dosing around here, my grandma broke her entire hip, wrist, femur and fingers and the ER doctor says "You'd be surprised what people will do to get drugs" and sends her home with a bottle of Tramadol that has an adverse reaction with one of her medicines and puts her blood pressure at 190/120. I could go on and on about the level of incompetence Ive seen...I like to personally IV bolus Naloxone into each one of the idiots vain's that has screwed up. Also there is the times where they failed to fill my benzo scripts...4 days off of Xanax and I call them and tell them what Benzo withdrawal feels like, the risk of me having a seizure and falling and cracking my head open only to have an ambulance chaser bending them over their prescription pad..never got a prescription that fast before :D
plmar
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really? scummy cunts
Those are some really fucked up situations man...I feel for you.
I wasn't prescribed 44mg...I was prescribed 4mg...I took 44mg because the stuff had become ineffective. I copped the morphine because the bupe patch did less for my pain than 8 tramadol/day, I picked up my clonaz script that day and started taking them, but nothing was working, so I dosed and dosed and dosed through the night, lost half the morphine get pissed, take one seroquel 50 and boom, missed last test and final of the summer class I was taking (Chem II - I was making an A as well; though I had missed the 2 weeks prior because of the BuTrans doing fuck all for my pain), got sent home, ambulence got called when I pissed on the floor and passed out in it, got narcan'd, charcole'd, institutionalized, the works.
I wasn't prescribed 44mg...I was prescribed 4mg...I took 44mg because the stuff had become ineffective. I copped the morphine because the bupe patch did less for my pain than 8 tramadol/day, I picked up my clonaz script that day and started taking them, but nothing was working, so I dosed and dosed and dosed through the night, lost half the morphine get pissed, take one seroquel 50 and boom, missed last test and final of the summer class I was taking (Chem II - I was making an A as well; though I had missed the 2 weeks prior because of the BuTrans doing fuck all for my pain), got sent home, ambulence got called when I pissed on the floor and passed out in it, got narcan'd, charcole'd, institutionalized, the works.
Midazle
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Yup...then her primary care doctor won't call her back for an entire week and gets snotty about it. Then they do an injection into the wrong hip....I would bet large sums of money that I could have done a better job than those fools. I mean I thought she was joking but then I remembered similar half assed treatment..
And to think I got fucked hard...Yeah Its shitty...when I was going through withdrawal only person who cared was my psychiatrist, she wrote me for 4mg of Clonaz and I spent the week at home in pain but moderately sedated from the clonaz, I was lucky because I lost the script for Clonaz 2 weeks before. It was a horrendous time...haven't really gone back to school since, most demotivating thing ever do well and then getting fucked like that. Until I'm confident my doctors can get their heads out of their ass I won't commit to anything like that.
OpiDoll
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I would seriously get some medical help. i know you may be scared of trouble...but i would rather be in the most trouble EVER than DIE ya know? im a lil older than u most likely but as a parent i can tell u that if my child thought they may od on a drug, i would much rather them be safe and go get help then plan a funeral... i hope ur ok