help me

[beanpoophead]

Put these things
into my
perspective
to find out
what really matters
to me

kissed the tree
wished you
a good
good night dream
about me
now

couldn’t help it
tears
splatted paint
cried so long
faced to many
good byes

was I so
blind
I couldn’t
ever see
the truth behind
your lies

cos I couldn’t
open my eyes
smile
turn my face
to you
so beautiful

caught now
in a spider
web
where im stuck
don’t know
which way to go

and im still
here
cold now, alone now
free now
to be who
I couldn’t be

with all of you

and I cant breathe
now
for fear of falling
back
to where I was
way back

then

help me

 

[BREAKaBEAT]

I really liked this.

Its like its all dislocated, kind of how you are feeling right now.


Goodluck, and just remember the only person when you are all alone that can help you is yourself. You will find that person much stronger than anyone else you will ever meet

 

[Shnouzerpuff]

I like how you captured the desperation...

Not liking where you have been, currently at, or going... yet there are no other options.

Afraid to move but knowing you have to. Fearing a relentless decision.

I hurt from reading it.

I love it.

 

[cherub]

hun, i keep reading over and over and i can say thank you first for sharing this all with us.. secondly I have no doubt you are a survivor and though things hurt you are learning so much and gaining who you are everyday.

Hugs