ThatSpaceyKid
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Well I have to admit. I never liked stimulants ever. Casually smoked Meth once it was bunk shit. Then I met amazing people with stuff that guarantees a tweak every time despite tolerance.
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Help Me Get Better. Bipolar junky losing self.. My storey is sad and sinister
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Well I have to admit. I never liked stimulants ever. Casually smoked Meth once it was bunk shit. Then I met amazing people with stuff that guarantees a tweak every time despite tolerance.
zuvulu
Greenlighter
all I can say to you is that this is a VERY insane world we are living in. NOT the natural world, but the one that a bunch of insane predatory types have taken control of via the monetary system etc. They control us because they can see unless you do abc we are gonna take what little pittance you have to live off off you
How does this explain people WITH money who also feel like shit?
because the whole myth of success and possession is a fraud and will not fill the massive void been made in our psyches by various levels of mind control
So what's a solution? Well understand that your organism is an amazing organism, and if you go on and on abusing it with all the drugs you do soon it will turn on you. So to really grasp that,
and then I encourage you to research WHY the world is in such a fucked up mess.
because it's not only you that find yourself totally at a loss and wanting to escape with drugs---there are many, and it is not only drugs, there are all forms of destructive habits. So to kinda feel a solidarity with THE PROBLEM which connects all of us affected---finding out about the mindset that is exploiting millions of people, other species and the very Earth.
The deep interest in looking into that will bring back a spirit you have lost. It will show you you are deeply pissed off for a REAL reason. To feel the real oppression we are under is to become free of it because we are becoming aware of it. Otherwise we are unconscious of why. If that makes sense?
How does this explain people WITH money who also feel like shit?
because the whole myth of success and possession is a fraud and will not fill the massive void been made in our psyches by various levels of mind control
So what's a solution? Well understand that your organism is an amazing organism, and if you go on and on abusing it with all the drugs you do soon it will turn on you. So to really grasp that,
and then I encourage you to research WHY the world is in such a fucked up mess.
because it's not only you that find yourself totally at a loss and wanting to escape with drugs---there are many, and it is not only drugs, there are all forms of destructive habits. So to kinda feel a solidarity with THE PROBLEM which connects all of us affected---finding out about the mindset that is exploiting millions of people, other species and the very Earth.
The deep interest in looking into that will bring back a spirit you have lost. It will show you you are deeply pissed off for a REAL reason. To feel the real oppression we are under is to become free of it because we are becoming aware of it. Otherwise we are unconscious of why. If that makes sense?