At this point, I've been unemployed so long that I'm starting to go crazy. I don't have a license, so can't really commute, but am currently living in a fairly big enough city that you would think it would be easy enough to get a job. I can't get my license back until I have a good enough job to pay for insurance, to register and inspect my car, and to reinstate my license. I should have some temporary disability coming through soon, but that really won't be enough to pay for all that insurance I'm gonna owe monthly. I've had multiple job interviews for jobs I'm incredibly overqualified for. Yes I've applied to Amazon. Have applied to Domino's. Nothing. Tried with staffing companies.
Idk I'm really spinning my wheels and on the verge of giving up on everything. Any bright ideas? Maybe there's some kind of work from home thing I could get into. I really am just incredibly frustrated at this point and beginning to just hate life and everything about it, I have no freedom or independence because of this and I just can't get back on my feet. Literally it's easier to panhandle or busk than to get an actual job. No one's hiring.
Any ideas welcome.
Build a paper trail of mental health issues like depression, anxiety, agoraphobia, chronic homelessness, etc "don't mention drugs" check yourself into the psych ward once or twice with psychotic or suicidal behaviors, get all record's and paperwork and some people who will vouch for you and say you've had these issues for a long time then get a disability lawyer and get on disability for mental health reasons.
A fixed income is nice. Then invest in some tools, equipment, electronics, a vehicle and do odd jobs under the table here and there for extra cash.
Then buy some chemistry equipment and synth your own 2-CB, DMT, Amphetamines and isomerize CBD to Delta 8 9 and 10 via reflux in citric/HCl acid.
I've been panhandling and living in a solar powered pallet house down the tracks behind a factory for a long time before I decided disability would be best. I had everything I needed, had air-conditioning and heaters in my pallet house that ran off a generator. It was a nice setup. Been in lots of tents and couches and shelters and vans.
Also owned property, business, college graduate, stepdad, multiple Jobs etc. The stress of living the way people think I should live was to much
I've seen so many people do everything right then lose everything to cancer, divorce, unexpected legal problems, health problems, old age etc. theirs something to be said for security and stability though. That's the goal people aim for but fail to realize that more responsibility, more property, more image to maintain, more expectations= more stress.
A fixed income traps you at one level but it also frees you from the bull shit of the mundane lifestyle that everyone is so afraid to deviate from. They are terrified of being homeless. When in reality you're home free. Free to go anywhere and do anything.
Do what's right for you not what society believes is right for you and that doesn't make you any less of a person than they are. You got the gumption to do what you want and live freely with an open mind.
Different States and city's have different cultures. Maybe a red state isn't working so try a blue state or go west or east or wherever. The country is nice too depending on where it is.
I got on disability, started chemistry as a hobby " I've studied in college too" , work under the table, travel to go to festivals and raves, "high tech minimal scene" , buy CBD in bulk cheap and convert it to THC, and trip and listen to music loud and sleep all day if I want to and anyone who's got an opinion about what I do can take it to the bank cause I'm finally getting a chance to just live without worrying about survival and pleasing people and pissing in cups etc.
I could get diagnosed with a terminal illness tomorrow. I want to make a interesting story in the book of life. Something entertaining, educational, funny and something I can live with for eternity. Something the gods would find interesting and unique. Not the same go to work, hate life, eat, sleep repeat bs they see everyday.