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Mental Health Help! I need something I could have spent all my money on

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Dcole461

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Hi all,

So I really fucked up all of January. I relapsed and started doing meth again which screws with my bipolar and I spent money that I really shouldn't have. Financially I'm ok (investments and whatnot), but I really needed actual money.

The thing is, I don't want to tell anyone what I spent it on, not even my fellow bluelighters. What's something I could have spent it on, that's not too bad and that I can't get my money back for?

Thanks!
 
Tell everyone you bet Against Tom Brady , with the Saints and Green-bay, and he best both🙈
And now you are too afraid to bet against Tom again and Take KC in the Super Bowl 🏈🏈
 
You lost it all in this Gamestop stock debacle.
Made a large charity donation.
Had to bail out your distant cousin from a Liberian jail.
 
That's funny.

I think that simply cutting yourself off might be the most effective method. Perhaps, if you're going to use again, make that decision when you're feeling good. Throw out, delete numbers, get into treatment. It's something that is good to face at present. We can offer some support. But you have to make that decision. Choose life!
 
Just tell the truth man.

All this lying, it ain't worth it, it always comes crumbling down and then you're just a junkie AND a liar.

I speak from experience.
 
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