Hello new here! Im trying to get clean... I am prescribed pain meds and have been for 5 years, my dr is slowly tapering me Ive went from 75mg oxycodone (15mg x 4/day) and am now at 30mg a day (10mg x 3/day) since being on 10mg Ive been not taking as prescribed, I double up because it does not help my pain just 10mg... Im having to get more meds to make it thru each month because Im taking more then prescribed, I cant afford this, its affecting my marriage and my life, I know its more then a physical dependency even though I dont want to admit it, yes I have real pain but I can not continue to revolve my life around waiting for my next dose everyday... its falling apart and I dont like the feeling of feeling like crap between doses... I am not strong whatsoever when the withdrawal symptoms kick in... what would my best method be to be clean? My dr is slowly tapering but Im not following that so maybe thats not an option as Im not in control of myself to follow the dosing Im at... would suboxone be good? I dont know how hard it is to come off suboxone? I just know cold turkey isnt going to work I always give in when the restless legs start and the sneezing where I cant catch my breath... I know I?
m not on very high dosage so Im hoping theres a better way to do this...
m not on very high dosage so Im hoping theres a better way to do this...