cbn5
Greenlighter
Hello,
first of all: sorry for my bad english. i've experimented with various cathinones during the past year. i never experienced any bad side effects apart from sleeplessness or mild exhaustion. after a very stressfull diploma thesis i wanted to enjoy a few free days and bought 4-fmc, 3-fmc, 4-fmp, methylone and zopiclone as a downer.
my plan was to try out the substances in small doses but as the zopiclone came into play things got kinda out of hand...to make it short: in 4 (hazy) days i obviously took 1g 4-fmc, 1g 3-fmc, 0.5g 4-fmp and 28x 7.5mg zopiclone.
it started friday and tuesday was the first day wihtout taking anything. on tuesday i just felt exhausted and tired - nothing unexpected. but this night (tuesday to wednesday) i awoke in the middle of the night and went into a full blown panic attack without any reason...i just woke up and immediately felt as if i had to die...extreme anxiety, spasms in my legs, thight feeling in the chest...i had two zopiclone tablets left and downed one with a beer...the panic subsided and i was able to sleep again. but this morning i awoke and since then i feel as if "something" is wrong...i'm extremly anxious, i'm feeling as if i'm slightly drunk and generally ill...sometimes i start to sweat, 10 minutes later i'm feeling cold...i don't know whats wrong with my body...i'm starting to get extremly worried as i don't think that these are withdrawal symptoms as i only took the zopiclone for 5 days and no orther benzos in the weeks before. do you think it's possible that i poisoned myself with a bad rc-batch or seriously damaged my neurons with the rc's?
i'm feeling so bad and stupid...how could this have happened? i just got a new job and friday is my first day...and now, 2 days prior, i'm feeling like shit and possibly did permanent damage to my health...
after starting to sweat again half an hour ago and feeling increasing anxiety i took one half of the last zopiclone tablet...now i'm feeling slightly better...but the question is for how long...i can't express how much i regret what i did...
do you think there are just usual after-effects of an intense "drug weekend" or something more serious? i mean can i wait 1-2 days and see if i feel better or should i see an physician immediately?
thank you!
first of all: sorry for my bad english. i've experimented with various cathinones during the past year. i never experienced any bad side effects apart from sleeplessness or mild exhaustion. after a very stressfull diploma thesis i wanted to enjoy a few free days and bought 4-fmc, 3-fmc, 4-fmp, methylone and zopiclone as a downer.
my plan was to try out the substances in small doses but as the zopiclone came into play things got kinda out of hand...to make it short: in 4 (hazy) days i obviously took 1g 4-fmc, 1g 3-fmc, 0.5g 4-fmp and 28x 7.5mg zopiclone.
it started friday and tuesday was the first day wihtout taking anything. on tuesday i just felt exhausted and tired - nothing unexpected. but this night (tuesday to wednesday) i awoke in the middle of the night and went into a full blown panic attack without any reason...i just woke up and immediately felt as if i had to die...extreme anxiety, spasms in my legs, thight feeling in the chest...i had two zopiclone tablets left and downed one with a beer...the panic subsided and i was able to sleep again. but this morning i awoke and since then i feel as if "something" is wrong...i'm extremly anxious, i'm feeling as if i'm slightly drunk and generally ill...sometimes i start to sweat, 10 minutes later i'm feeling cold...i don't know whats wrong with my body...i'm starting to get extremly worried as i don't think that these are withdrawal symptoms as i only took the zopiclone for 5 days and no orther benzos in the weeks before. do you think it's possible that i poisoned myself with a bad rc-batch or seriously damaged my neurons with the rc's?
i'm feeling so bad and stupid...how could this have happened? i just got a new job and friday is my first day...and now, 2 days prior, i'm feeling like shit and possibly did permanent damage to my health...
after starting to sweat again half an hour ago and feeling increasing anxiety i took one half of the last zopiclone tablet...now i'm feeling slightly better...but the question is for how long...i can't express how much i regret what i did...
do you think there are just usual after-effects of an intense "drug weekend" or something more serious? i mean can i wait 1-2 days and see if i feel better or should i see an physician immediately?
thank you!
