pureheroine
Greenlighter
Hi everyone!
So excited to finally register and post on here. Long time lurker, first time poster...I'm EJ, from a suburb of Chicago. My username is not because I like that singer Lorde (not my kind of music), but rather because I like the title of her album (Pure Heroine) and thought it would be clever...as I am a big fan of heroin. Yep. And I thought it was kinda cutesy, as a girl dope fiend and all that jazz...
Anyhoo, I'm 24, been an h addict for about ehhh 3 years or so. Been shooting probably for 2 years, and daily for well over a year. Seriously, not one single day has gone by in this past year+ that I have not shot dope.
Someday I would like to kick (I did once about 2 years ago to the day actually, when I got arrested in the ghetto and got sent straight to inpatient detox/rehab to avoid a case...stayed clean about 4 months before I started using again), but I just don't have it in me right now. I just went away with my family for the weekend and picked up enough to last me FOUR DAYS- a LOT of money, seriously, I know I can't put prices or anything but my habit is seriously huge right now- and I still went through it all too fast and was sick by the end of the trip.
Let's see, about me besides drugs? I come from an amazing family, I hate what I have done to them because they are seriously the shit. I had to move back home recently and it sucks, but hey at least I'm not homeless. I have a brother and a sister, and 2 bunnies who are my everything (they are like little dogs. I love them so much. sometimes I want to kill myself and they are the reason I don't....) I love music. I love art when I am feeling inspired. I went to college and I feel like it was a waste, but maybe someday that will change. Right now I feel like I am a mostly-functioning addict, as I can typically keep a job (looking for a new one right now though cuz I fucked up my last one) and most people would NEVER guess I am any kind of addict, let alone a daily IV heroin user. Although I have struggled with anorexia for even longer than I have addiction, so yeah my body is kind of fucked right now- I feel like a ticking time bomb...
But enough about me, or you're all gonna get bored! Can't wait to get to know you guys, just from creepin around for a long time I have already grown to love it here. Shoot me a PM or whatever if you want to chat. See ya around!
So excited to finally register and post on here. Long time lurker, first time poster...I'm EJ, from a suburb of Chicago. My username is not because I like that singer Lorde (not my kind of music), but rather because I like the title of her album (Pure Heroine) and thought it would be clever...as I am a big fan of heroin. Yep. And I thought it was kinda cutesy, as a girl dope fiend and all that jazz...
Anyhoo, I'm 24, been an h addict for about ehhh 3 years or so. Been shooting probably for 2 years, and daily for well over a year. Seriously, not one single day has gone by in this past year+ that I have not shot dope.
Someday I would like to kick (I did once about 2 years ago to the day actually, when I got arrested in the ghetto and got sent straight to inpatient detox/rehab to avoid a case...stayed clean about 4 months before I started using again), but I just don't have it in me right now. I just went away with my family for the weekend and picked up enough to last me FOUR DAYS- a LOT of money, seriously, I know I can't put prices or anything but my habit is seriously huge right now- and I still went through it all too fast and was sick by the end of the trip.
Let's see, about me besides drugs? I come from an amazing family, I hate what I have done to them because they are seriously the shit. I had to move back home recently and it sucks, but hey at least I'm not homeless. I have a brother and a sister, and 2 bunnies who are my everything (they are like little dogs. I love them so much. sometimes I want to kill myself and they are the reason I don't....) I love music. I love art when I am feeling inspired. I went to college and I feel like it was a waste, but maybe someday that will change. Right now I feel like I am a mostly-functioning addict, as I can typically keep a job (looking for a new one right now though cuz I fucked up my last one) and most people would NEVER guess I am any kind of addict, let alone a daily IV heroin user. Although I have struggled with anorexia for even longer than I have addiction, so yeah my body is kind of fucked right now- I feel like a ticking time bomb...
But enough about me, or you're all gonna get bored! Can't wait to get to know you guys, just from creepin around for a long time I have already grown to love it here. Shoot me a PM or whatever if you want to chat. See ya around!
