@abefourth oh definitely hit me up when you figure that out. I regret that I did not really take my own culture very seriously until a few years ago in my late 20´s. There is this incredible riptide, if you will. What I mean is, television, school, history books, bitches wearing feathered headdresses at music festivals... It is all there to remind you constantly that:
- You were not strong/intelligent/capable of defending your people as Europeans are superior
- Your were not only beaten, your entire culture has been made into a joke. It is entirely irrelevant
A lot of people, I would say MOST people, look at for instance, the Navajo Nation as unnecessary. They think keeping the language alive is a total waste of time. People who make noise about political issues are often just seen as annoying, like ¨don´r you have anything better to do?¨ I think you could call it fatalism or defeatism. Many Dine see the survival of our culture as a lost cause, so they would say to live life to the fullest; don´t waste time on an unwinnable fight.
I could be deluded. Maybe I´ll change my stance one day. I believe we have to try our best to preserve our culture. Is just giving up ever the answer? I don´t think so.