Hello

[Alleyoop81]

New to blue light. I like what I see so far. I see allot of support and information. Hello from MD

 

[Alleyoop81]

I had been clean off heroin since 2005. Two years ago I had a back injury which put me on oxycodone 5 then 10 and now most recently 15s.... While they do help with the pain my body builds a tolerance very quickly and I recently started using heroin after starting injextong the percs. I wanted/craved a more immediate high. Which in turn has lead to me picking up cocaine again as well. I have a family and the hard part of all this is knowing that my husband won't go through this again. I have a talent of hiding it well and functioning very very well... Until it all explodes... As always I think I have "control" it's just an illusion. I know that but it's begun and things in the game have changed. Stuff just isn't "clean" anymore. It's not the same "high" and it leaves me wanting more
Well. I hope to be able to get to know some people