• Hello Graphic
    NEW MEMBER'S GUIDE
    INTRODUCE YOURSELF
    YOUR FAVORITE DRUGS?
    WHERE ARE YOU FROM?

  • NMI Moderators: M!$TER-ED

Hello

J

J03

Greenlighter
Joined
May 24, 2014
Messages
21
Hey everyone, I'm 25 and just found this site from random lurking and snooping. Anyway I mainly was looking on here for stuff about opiates. I got into a car wreak a few years ago and have taken them ever since. I wish I could stop and have tried many times, it's not only the addiction but the pain is just too much, the longest I've gone without in 3 years is 3 weeks and that was pure hell, everything I did was a challenge. Recently my doctor moved away and his replacement won't give me anymore. My old doctor was giving me 120 5mg percosets a month and I'll be honest I wasn't just taking one every four hours. I would run out of them in a week and either be screwed the rest of the month or find them elsewhere. I have a decent tolerance because of that also. But basically I went from having some to nothing overnight and the new guy was a real dick about it. I have been taking gabapentin, Imodium, kratom, klonopin, and Advil to battle the withdraws, hell of a cocktail right, but it works about 90%. Anyway I don't know what to do, I also smoke pot everyday(it started socially but then I started doing it for the pain and w/d's) and now doctors are required to drug test for whatever reason so I can't have that in my system if I find another doctor. I work full time, sometimes up to 70+ hours a week and the pain is so much, like I said every little task feels like a challenge I have to overcome. I wish I could just feel normal again and didn't have to depend on pills but those days are long gone. Anyway there's my story, hello to everyone.
 
Welcome to bluelight!!

I'm sorry to hear you got stuck with a idiotic doctor who cut you off cold turkey people like that make me sick he should have all his bones broken then told he's isn't allowed pain relief see how he likes being treated like an animal. She thing hapened to my mom so I had to start getting her heroin on the streets and we became heroin junkies I would steal lie do whatever it took to get my fix as we were both in pain. Its sad but reality they wonder why there is a heroin epidemic growing too big for the government to even fathom bringing it down with the war on drugs. Things need to change that's for sure our reality is a bit fucked up.

But Its Nice to have you here:)

Good luck let me know if you need any help and try to have some fun.
These will give you some insight on how the site is run and the rules

Green lighters(newbies) guide-
http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Greenlighters_guide

Bluelight user agreement-

http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Bluelight_User_Agreement_(BLUA)


If you want some help getting around the site or a buddy to talk to then you can always message me Im on the list of people willing to adopt you can find the link if you want to be adopted by me or another experienced member here-

Nmi adoption program-

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665029-The-NMI-Adoption-Program-v-2014


Good luck don't be afraid to ask for help that's what I'm here for,
 
Hello J03, Sorry about that dumbass Dr. cutting you off like that. Its just unbelievable some Docs are so unsympathetic and uncaring.He needs his ass kicked! I know how you feel going through wd. I guess with your chronic pain you need to find a good Dr. who gives a shit. Welcome to Blue Light. You will find good folks here to help you.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top