Marilynmonroe
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 23, 2012
- Messages
- 3
So happy to have found this community!
Hi blue light community,
I am so glad that I found your site! I really like your site and each one of you who keep it "real"- and each one of you that keep it updated and running. The combination of knowledge and experience from doctors, lawyers, former and current users, sponsors, site managers and monitors, volunteers, counselors, psychiatrists, addicts, recovering addicts, families of addicts, the survivors, and for each of those who weren't mentioned, is unparalleled. Your site honors integrity, anonymity, and offers free speech to those who once were afraid of whispering and a safe, open and anonymous platform for discussion.
Currently, where is the most popular, accessible, and visited place in the whole world where people go to interact, learn, shop, etc.??? Where most of the people in the world, of all ages, are spending a lot, if not most of their time these days?
I imagine most you figured out that the answer is Internet. Bluelight.ru provides a safe place for those who now can find out all of the details about specific drugs the symptoms of an od, the chemical makeups of drugs and how they can effect users- the good, bad and the ugly, addiction symptoms and treatment info, what to do and what not do to alleviate a minor drug interaction, tips from a lawyer, first-hand descriptions from real individuals' and their real life experiences with a drug is power. Knowledge is power. To have all of this information in one place, accessible to so many fingertips in most of the world, makes me feel really comforted.
I wish that I had a site or a encyclopedia like this to turn to while I was growing up; when I was petrified to share my fears, insecurities, or sexual abuse and turned to drugs, rebellion, general anger at the world, self-hatred, meaningless sex, or some substance to make it all go away; even just for a few seconds! A site like this could have helped me a great deal and prevented many years of feeling as if i were the only person whose brain was malfunctioning in some, weird, alien way. I had amazing parents that tried their very best with me and are still great and loving parents to this day. But I did not feel ok to talk about my "scarier" feelings bc i did not want to admit them to myself. At times, it feels almost as if i was in tune with some higher sensitivity frequency that no one else could experience. That only I could see and feel both the happiest of happy and the saddest of the sad. I, for a long time, thought that i deserved to die and treated/still treat my body like shit.
Anyways, after I came across blue light, I was up all night reading and becoming more knowledgeable, comfortable, more confident. I did not feel as isolated or "totally crazy"' after reading this sites amazing, well-researched, extremely informative and very helpful articles/ blogs/ forums/ individual stories. I already feel so fortunate to be a member of your community! I know that i have already been helped tremendously just through browsing, empathizing with, relating and learning from each story.
I hope my story helps any of you in any way, shape or form. I am so grateful to those who have lifted me up when I fell down, loved me when I didn't love myself, who have been there when I couldn't trust myself, those who reminded me of all of the good qualities of myself when I could only see all of the bad, and overall everyone who, for some reason or another, is a huge part of why i am alive today.
I am truly here for anyone going through a rough time!!!
Hi blue light community,
I am so glad that I found your site! I really like your site and each one of you who keep it "real"- and each one of you that keep it updated and running. The combination of knowledge and experience from doctors, lawyers, former and current users, sponsors, site managers and monitors, volunteers, counselors, psychiatrists, addicts, recovering addicts, families of addicts, the survivors, and for each of those who weren't mentioned, is unparalleled. Your site honors integrity, anonymity, and offers free speech to those who once were afraid of whispering and a safe, open and anonymous platform for discussion.
Currently, where is the most popular, accessible, and visited place in the whole world where people go to interact, learn, shop, etc.??? Where most of the people in the world, of all ages, are spending a lot, if not most of their time these days?
I imagine most you figured out that the answer is Internet. Bluelight.ru provides a safe place for those who now can find out all of the details about specific drugs the symptoms of an od, the chemical makeups of drugs and how they can effect users- the good, bad and the ugly, addiction symptoms and treatment info, what to do and what not do to alleviate a minor drug interaction, tips from a lawyer, first-hand descriptions from real individuals' and their real life experiences with a drug is power. Knowledge is power. To have all of this information in one place, accessible to so many fingertips in most of the world, makes me feel really comforted.
I wish that I had a site or a encyclopedia like this to turn to while I was growing up; when I was petrified to share my fears, insecurities, or sexual abuse and turned to drugs, rebellion, general anger at the world, self-hatred, meaningless sex, or some substance to make it all go away; even just for a few seconds! A site like this could have helped me a great deal and prevented many years of feeling as if i were the only person whose brain was malfunctioning in some, weird, alien way. I had amazing parents that tried their very best with me and are still great and loving parents to this day. But I did not feel ok to talk about my "scarier" feelings bc i did not want to admit them to myself. At times, it feels almost as if i was in tune with some higher sensitivity frequency that no one else could experience. That only I could see and feel both the happiest of happy and the saddest of the sad. I, for a long time, thought that i deserved to die and treated/still treat my body like shit.
Anyways, after I came across blue light, I was up all night reading and becoming more knowledgeable, comfortable, more confident. I did not feel as isolated or "totally crazy"' after reading this sites amazing, well-researched, extremely informative and very helpful articles/ blogs/ forums/ individual stories. I already feel so fortunate to be a member of your community! I know that i have already been helped tremendously just through browsing, empathizing with, relating and learning from each story.
I hope my story helps any of you in any way, shape or form. I am so grateful to those who have lifted me up when I fell down, loved me when I didn't love myself, who have been there when I couldn't trust myself, those who reminded me of all of the good qualities of myself when I could only see all of the bad, and overall everyone who, for some reason or another, is a huge part of why i am alive today.
I am truly here for anyone going through a rough time!!!
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