i like to self medicate to numb the things i don't like to deal with....... thats pretty normal.....or is it? being dutch and born a taurus i'm pretty stubborn and i love drugs...... i always try to see the good in everything and i make excuses for others to make myself feel better about them being shitty people. does not always work out very well for me, go figure. i'm kind and generous, who likes to do drugs by themselves? not me, and quite often it bites me in the ass when people take my kindness for weakness. i find my items being robbed by these people, who either think they are that sly or i'm that dumb to not notice. they don't know that i know what they are doing, i just know karma is a bitch.......and so is walking home after being dropped off 10 miles out of town up some mountain. just kidding? lol but anyways i still try my best to always be honest because the truth will always set you free(lies lead to more lies and then having to remember what the lies were sounds like too much work) and most importantly just because someone was awful and shitty to me doesn't mean i need to be like that to them or anyone......and i sleep much better at night after i realized this. i just want to be happy beckerson
