Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Hi! I have been reading Bluelight few months now and i have found good information here, so thank you so much for that.
I have been (ab)user for quite long time and when i was really young there was so much misinformation out there and no internet, that it is almost a miracle many of us "almost old" are still alive. But here i am, still breathing and living pretty nice and happy life. But. I have these secret "hobbies" and i can't tell anyone about my drug use, i take something maybe once/twice in a month and thats it, no daily use in over 5 years, i am very happy with myself about that.
Sometimes i feel lonely because i can't talk with/to anyone about the substances i prefer over alcohol, you could not guess my "hobby" if you saw me walking on the street.. Every friend i have would judge me if they knew so i do not tell them...
But, i am happy i found Bluelight, here i can be my self and share this "lifestyle".
Sorry for the typos, i'm from Europe so my english is sometimes very bad
I have been (ab)user for quite long time and when i was really young there was so much misinformation out there and no internet, that it is almost a miracle many of us "almost old" are still alive. But here i am, still breathing and living pretty nice and happy life. But. I have these secret "hobbies" and i can't tell anyone about my drug use, i take something maybe once/twice in a month and thats it, no daily use in over 5 years, i am very happy with myself about that.
Sometimes i feel lonely because i can't talk with/to anyone about the substances i prefer over alcohol, you could not guess my "hobby" if you saw me walking on the street.. Every friend i have would judge me if they knew so i do not tell them...
But, i am happy i found Bluelight, here i can be my self and share this "lifestyle".
Sorry for the typos, i'm from Europe so my english is sometimes very bad
