Hello It Is I, WhatIsWrongWithMe....

[WhatIsWrongWithMe]

I don't know if any of you might remember me, but I posted on these forums about a year ago talking about a bad mdma trip that ruined my life. I was frantically trying to cure myself from a lot of frightening symptoms.

The weird visual effects
The anxiety
The insomnia
The paranoia
The hypochondria
And more...

I'm here to tell you guys that it can get better. I don't notice the visuals/hallucinations nearly as much as I did. Sure, sometimes I'll feel a little hallucinate-y, and I still have depression/anxiety, but it has gotten better, especially the hallucinations... which were my biggest worry....

Sometimes it's hard, and you feel like killing yourself. I know that feeling. You say "what the fuck, universe?", "why are you doing this to me?". But our lives are just a spec of dust in this endless time. Just wait out your life at least, knowing that you WILL have good times, even if they are rare. I don't know, maybe I'm not qualified to give this kind of advice.

Have a good life, people. :D

 

[herbavore]

Thanks for the update. I'm glad that things are going well.

 

[Maya]

Whatiswrong dude!!! Im so happy you are alive and kickin it! I've been thinking about you all this time wondering how youve been. Like you ive also suffered for a year but i recovered we all will. I wonder though what has happened to firstbadcomediwn i hope he is doing ok too. Looks like the rest of ourbatch recovered: futura, ggarza, harrythehead and dpd. Not sure if you rremember the names but im so happy we all made it through.♡♡♡

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

I remember the post, glad things are looking up.

 

[thejibberman]

I remember reading your posts back in April, was curious how you were doing! Glad to know you're improving still!

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm glad to hear you're feeling better

Posts like this really make me happy and fill me with hope.