PiningForMXE
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2012
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Hi... Just wrote a long, rambling introduction. The computer froze at line 6000 though.... all gone.
I will be brief. I joined for a specific reason. I have just ordered 250mg of 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-N-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone, or NE K... or whatever. I'm not even sure that I want to experiment with it. Last year I took rather a lot of MXE. By the time the ban came into effect, I had managed to regulate my use. However, when I did take it, it was as good as ever... maybe better. I have no idea where I would be now if I would have had uninterupted access to MXE. Maybe I just would have gotten into the habbit of using it most of the time again.... maybe I would have got bored with it. I don't know, but it remains my favourate drug of all time. It ticked all the boxes for me. Even when I overdid it, or had a less than pleasant experience, I came back again and again, and think I got a lot out of it (at what price, only time will tell).
Just to give you some idea of were I was when I used my last 30-40mg though... I was dosing around 50mg every now and again sublingually. I had gotten my tollerance back down to a level were this dose would make me feel like god for ten minutes, then ease out into a nice creative head space were I could write music, paint or just think. I wouldn't redose the next few days, and feel great with no apparent ill effects.
I would be grateful for any input from anyone who has tried 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-N-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone. I am pretty well versed in the dangers of this class of drug, and until late 2010 I had allways kept dissociatives as an occasional vice. I think I am far enough away from my infatuation with MXE to look at that period logically. I am obviously not over it enough not to grab the first legal(ish) NMDA receptor antagonist that winks in my direction though. However, I have a lot more on my plate now. When I was using MXE I was unemployed and pretty dissolusioned with life. In many ways MXE kept me interested in life... connected me back to the person I used to be (and still am on some level)... I don't know...
I might have put this post in the wrong place. I'm not even sure why I'm posting. I don't know wheteher I want encouragement to dive into it and report back, or I want someone to tell me to bin it as soon as it gets here. Anyway, I'll read the rules and guidelines when I have more time... maybe post in a more appropriate place....
... until then though, thoughts and opinions would be greatly appreciated.
I will be brief. I joined for a specific reason. I have just ordered 250mg of 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-N-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone, or NE K... or whatever. I'm not even sure that I want to experiment with it. Last year I took rather a lot of MXE. By the time the ban came into effect, I had managed to regulate my use. However, when I did take it, it was as good as ever... maybe better. I have no idea where I would be now if I would have had uninterupted access to MXE. Maybe I just would have gotten into the habbit of using it most of the time again.... maybe I would have got bored with it. I don't know, but it remains my favourate drug of all time. It ticked all the boxes for me. Even when I overdid it, or had a less than pleasant experience, I came back again and again, and think I got a lot out of it (at what price, only time will tell).
Just to give you some idea of were I was when I used my last 30-40mg though... I was dosing around 50mg every now and again sublingually. I had gotten my tollerance back down to a level were this dose would make me feel like god for ten minutes, then ease out into a nice creative head space were I could write music, paint or just think. I wouldn't redose the next few days, and feel great with no apparent ill effects.
I would be grateful for any input from anyone who has tried 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-N-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone. I am pretty well versed in the dangers of this class of drug, and until late 2010 I had allways kept dissociatives as an occasional vice. I think I am far enough away from my infatuation with MXE to look at that period logically. I am obviously not over it enough not to grab the first legal(ish) NMDA receptor antagonist that winks in my direction though. However, I have a lot more on my plate now. When I was using MXE I was unemployed and pretty dissolusioned with life. In many ways MXE kept me interested in life... connected me back to the person I used to be (and still am on some level)... I don't know...
I might have put this post in the wrong place. I'm not even sure why I'm posting. I don't know wheteher I want encouragement to dive into it and report back, or I want someone to tell me to bin it as soon as it gets here. Anyway, I'll read the rules and guidelines when I have more time... maybe post in a more appropriate place....
... until then though, thoughts and opinions would be greatly appreciated.
