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Sickmanlives

Sickmanlives

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What’s up everyone? I finally registered an account here but have been reading for many years on the forums. I’m a grower, farmer..whatever you want to call it. I’ve decided after spinal fusion surgery and laying in my back for 3 months, I’m not going to rely on Dr’s to help with pain management. I only got 2 weeks worth of pain pills and a bottle of muscle relaxers, and I’m in pain everyday. That’s where I’m at. Can’t move, can’t do much. So it is what it is at this moment of time. Anyways, hope all is well and are doing well.
 
Sickmanlives said:
What’s up everyone? I finally registered an account here but have been reading for many years on the forums. I’m a grower, farmer..whatever you want to call it. I’ve decided after spinal fusion surgery and laying in my back for 3 months, I’m not going to rely on Dr’s to help with pain management. I only got 2 weeks worth of pain pills and a bottle of muscle relaxers, and I’m in pain everyday. That’s where I’m at. Can’t move, can’t do much. So it is what it is at this moment of time. Anyways, hope all is well and are doing well.
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Hi and welcome! Glad you finally signed up :) ONE OF US! ONE OF US! 😆
All the best with your post-op recovery <3
When you say grower/farmer, do you mean weed?
 
6am-64-14m said:
Whats the plan when these are gone?
Loving your indomitable spirit, family. Almost pushing to incorridgible. :p
Welcome to BL. Glad ya signed up and looking forward to some interactions.
Best wishes
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Well, I had this surgery about 3 months ago so those pills are long gone. I’ve been using kratom from a store down the street. It works pretty good if I stay on top of it. Burns my feet tho, get big red circles that just burn. I don’t know yet. My friend grows poppies and I have a good sized tent, I may just do that.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Hi and welcome! Glad you finally signed up :) ONE OF US! ONE OF US! 😆
All the best with your post-op recovery <3
When you say grower/farmer, do you mean weed?
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Thanks! I grow just about everything you can think of. I have a few tents inside and quite a few tubs. I used to a lot of extractions as well. I have so much I don’t even know what to do with it. I don’t grow anything for pain management tho, so After this surgery, it’s really put me into a different direction. I don’t want to be 70 in extreme pain and not have anything to rely on. Grass helps but sometimes you need something stronger. However, I’m an opiate addict. Ive been using for 32 years and got cleaned up in 2018. It took about 2 years to feel good again. It was a nightmare. So I’m in this weird parallel of it. But I do think, within time there won’t be much for help when you need it. And I certainly don’t want to be in that position. I’ve been growing since the 80’s. Sometimes you just need something stronger.
 
Sickmanlives said:
Ive been using for 32 years and got cleaned up in 2018. It took about 2 years to feel good again.
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This is about where I was, started stopping around the same time and took a little longer (~2 1/2 -3 yrs) for me to get my sleep back on track but was also on benzodiazepines fairly heavy. No fun whatsoever, ime.
Also kratom was a huge factor/tool that helped me break free from my "scripted" life. Now I am bored of kratom and looking for a replacement as it has been close to five years on it and starting to feel I need a loooong break because it may be aggravating some health issues I have been dealing with for many years. Still trying to reason out what is and has been going on with kratom usage but one aspect is increased morning sickness that can destroy a whole day for me.
 
6am-64-14m said:
This is about where I was, started stopping around the same time and took a little longer (~2 1/2 -3 yrs) for me to get my sleep back on track but was also on benzodiazepines fairly heavy. No fun whatsoever, ime.
Also kratom was a huge factor/tool that helped me break free from my "scripted" life. Now I am bored of kratom and looking for a replacement as it has been close to five years on it and starting to feel I need a loooong break because it may be aggravating some health issues I have been dealing with for many years. Still trying to reason out what is and has been going on with kratom usage but one aspect is increased morning sickness that can destroy a whole day for me.
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I went on Suboxone for about a year and it helped I mean, I was in such a bad spot with pills and I detoxed off them cold turkey which took about a month. Went and saw a provider and I just started taking it. My body eventually rejected that and I’ve been good sense. I know kratom I can’t take a lot myself otherwise I get sick, which is no fun. I take 4 caps a time which is good for me. It’s just time for me to make a decision so once I do get older I won’t have to be in pain, so I’m looking into growing some pops and just go that route for now. It will be constant growing to get what I need but, man it’s going to get worse out there to the point where you won’t be able to get any scripts. I think they will take that all away. That’s my opinion tho…they may not. But I’m not going to gamble my chances with that, if they do or not. I’ve never used kratom before l..this is my first time using it. I really had no other choice because I’m not going back to that lifestyle again. I have a friend wow grows pops, and he said it’s well worth it. I think that’s the area I’m headed towards.
 
Sickmanlives said:
growing some pops
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I have thought about this but would have to move preferably to an south east asian continent.
On anothe note; did we meet on bl discord about two weeks ago? I am still ptahtek there your ideas and dreams seem the same as a new user there.
Anyway. The scripts the giving these days are garbage rc anyway imo. The do more harm than good ime. Just a pain in the ass figuring what we need to alleviate issues consistently, reliably and sustainably. Just thought Im not sure if they mean anything or not. Intent is friendly chat for a sec so there we have it.
What else do you see in the future say 10 15 years from now?
I would like to be a mountain man and be self sufficient. Doesnt matter where just solitude and maybe a coupla furry friends until I make new/wild friends and we become one and have lots of babies. Damn... left the wife out of the movie she would be pissed but once ya go wild.... lol
Bull shittin around
Best to you and yours
 
6am-64-14m said:
I have thought about this but would have to move preferably to an south east asian continent.
On anothe note; did we meet on bl discord about two weeks ago? I am still ptahtek there your ideas and dreams seem the same as a new user there.
Anyway. The scripts the giving these days are garbage rc anyway imo. The do more harm than good ime. Just a pain in the ass figuring what we need to alleviate issues consistently, reliably and sustainably. Just thought Im not sure if they mean anything or not. Intent is friendly chat for a sec so there we have it.
What else do you see in the future say 10 15 years from now?
I would like to be a mountain man and be self sufficient. Doesnt matter where just solitude and maybe a coupla furry friends until I make new/wild friends and we become one and have lots of babies. Damn... left the wife out of the movie she would be pissed but once ya go wild.... lol
Bull shittin around
Best to you and yours
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In 15 years this country will be upside down and it’s going to be real hectic out there on many factors…food, funds, medicine etc. it’s all happening now. The best thing you could do is head to the mountains and find a spot to live. Grow your own food, hunt and fish. The food will be poisoned, along with water. That’s my opinion tho. I live in a state of mind of relying on myself to survive. I hunt and fish grow my own vegetables in the backyard. There’s a reason why they’re buying up land at the moment. I have good income so I’m not affected yet, but that won’t last forever. Always have to be 3 steps ahead of the game. My friend lives on a desert in the SW and he says he has no issues with his pops.
 
Sickmanlives said:
I hunt and fish grow my own vegetables in the backyard.
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This is what I wanna get back to. Born and spent some time on a farm but it is gone now. They sold it off cause no one was around to work it. Sad cause just when I wanted to go back to farming (when covid hit) the answer to my call was "Oh, you havent heard, everything has been sold off to the other side of the family (which are fightin words lol). Fuckit it wont be me unless I create it anyway,
Creation: So busy creating others "realities" that we forget about ours. Its a bitch to think about at times but that song comes back to haunt me:

Would rather be in her world while she is here. :cry:
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There’s a reason why they’re buying up land at the moment.
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Yeah and when they come to collect USA will be owned by other sovereign countries. lol
IDK
Peace
 
Welcome to BL.Kratom is good,if it affects you good and suceed to maintain a relatively low dose....but it get must time till find the proper strain sometimes.
 
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