pfn_247
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2011
- Messages
- 23
I have used this site alot in the past year ; mostly when i need info.So i thought since Bluelight has helped me out so much & taught me so much , i would join & add my knowledge , gain more knowledge & hopefully help someone out.Id like to meet some like minded people as well & make some friends.
Im into music , Concerts(I followed the Dead for years , seen the last show in Chicago in "95") , i like being outdoors , going to the beach , hanging out with my friends , etc...
Im not really sure what else to put out there...I definatly have alot of experience with drugs!Im a junky , well kinda of an ex junky.i was on Subs for 7 1/2 years after doing H & anything else to stay well for like 5 years & i was on Methadone maintenance for about a year but i got kicked out for fighting.They did the 10 day taper.I was on 120 mil. so it was rough...Still is , its been 15 days since my last dose.I do what i can to stay well but i want to kick opiats eventually.Life was so much better when i was smoking nugs & popping some bars or blues once in awhile!
Anyhow , thats some of my story.I did alot of stupid shit , i flatlined 3 times & im hoping that i can maybe prevent someone else from making the same mistake.Plus im always down for learning new things.Some of the things i learned on here worked out great!Im always going to be an addict but i want some control over it.This Methadone withdrawl shit was one hell of a wake up call.My goal is to get myself to the point where im no longer physically addicted so that i can enjoy life & all the pleasures it offers but not to be a slave to it!
White Rhino
Im into music , Concerts(I followed the Dead for years , seen the last show in Chicago in "95") , i like being outdoors , going to the beach , hanging out with my friends , etc...
Im not really sure what else to put out there...I definatly have alot of experience with drugs!Im a junky , well kinda of an ex junky.i was on Subs for 7 1/2 years after doing H & anything else to stay well for like 5 years & i was on Methadone maintenance for about a year but i got kicked out for fighting.They did the 10 day taper.I was on 120 mil. so it was rough...Still is , its been 15 days since my last dose.I do what i can to stay well but i want to kick opiats eventually.Life was so much better when i was smoking nugs & popping some bars or blues once in awhile!
Anyhow , thats some of my story.I did alot of stupid shit , i flatlined 3 times & im hoping that i can maybe prevent someone else from making the same mistake.Plus im always down for learning new things.Some of the things i learned on here worked out great!Im always going to be an addict but i want some control over it.This Methadone withdrawl shit was one hell of a wake up call.My goal is to get myself to the point where im no longer physically addicted so that i can enjoy life & all the pleasures it offers but not to be a slave to it!
White Rhino
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