DogearedPDX
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- Nov 17, 2015
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Hey, I'm a Portland, OR gal who has been reading posts on BL for a long time but finally made an account so I could post and participate. I moved to Oregon about a year ago, and to my dismay, opiates are NOWHERE. It's funny, because where I used to live, it was adderall and meth you couldn't find. The medical community in Oregon seems to be extremely reluctant to prescribe pain pills (I broke a bone shortly after I moved here, and my doctor started LITERALLY crying when I asked for freaking tramadol, because she said she'd get in trouble with some state medical board again, wtf), and I guess the low supply trickles down to the streets.
I have messed with all kinds of things in the past, went through a really heavy shooting phase with ice, but for some reason, over time I became unable to use stimulants--I would lose my mind completely, they're not fun anymore, and it takes me a very long time to stop feeling suicidally depressed. Like, weeks or months. My brain became unable to handle them for whatever reason. So I stopped using them. I almost never use any drugs anymore, but once in a while, I'd like to.
Since I can't find opies, does anyone have any suggestions for things I could use when I want to escape my own head? I hate psychedelics, at least from my limited experience with them (I have too much anxiety and it tends to cause bad trips, plus I am deathly allergic to 'shrooms), stimulants are a no-go as I said, and...yeah. What else is even left??? I don't really like weed, which is too bad because it's legal here. :/
Thanks for any advice!
I have messed with all kinds of things in the past, went through a really heavy shooting phase with ice, but for some reason, over time I became unable to use stimulants--I would lose my mind completely, they're not fun anymore, and it takes me a very long time to stop feeling suicidally depressed. Like, weeks or months. My brain became unable to handle them for whatever reason. So I stopped using them. I almost never use any drugs anymore, but once in a while, I'd like to.
Since I can't find opies, does anyone have any suggestions for things I could use when I want to escape my own head? I hate psychedelics, at least from my limited experience with them (I have too much anxiety and it tends to cause bad trips, plus I am deathly allergic to 'shrooms), stimulants are a no-go as I said, and...yeah. What else is even left??? I don't really like weed, which is too bad because it's legal here. :/
Thanks for any advice!

