MLovecraft
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 5, 2016
- Messages
- 3
I'm currently a daily speed user, I'm going to be quiting soon (been saying that for a year). I'm starting to feel like I am either going to 1) quit and get my shit together or 2) start the slide down to the bottom. I use to be a normal person, I'm married, have a college degree my family is awesome, had a loving childhood etc. No reason to become an addict and at first it was easy to feel in control. I still have my marriage (he uses too) and my family has no idea I do this, but they must be thinking I'm just bat shit crazy.
Anyway, I'm in Portland OR. I use to have hobbies now I am just OCD everyday, up most of the night and feeling like shit in general.
I have no non-user friends that know about this, and it's hard to find a sane person to talk to, so that's why I finally registered on this site.
Anyway, I'm in Portland OR. I use to have hobbies now I am just OCD everyday, up most of the night and feeling like shit in general.
I have no non-user friends that know about this, and it's hard to find a sane person to talk to, so that's why I finally registered on this site.
