hi all ~ ive been a long time lurker of this website and thinking about it, its been almost 9 years or so since ive been using this wonderful website for information on harm-reduction, drugs, etc. anytime i was about to take a substance i knew nothing about id do my research here and on erowid among other places before indulging. So, first off id like to say thank you to this wonderful community of people who, if it wernt for you guys, i may be dead!
so a little about myself, ive done drugs ever since middle school. literally trying anything i could get my hands on since then. i guess ive had an obsession with finding the ultimate high. it started with smoking weed, which led to ecstasy, then to snorting coke and smoking crack, then shooting heroin, and now meth. this was all over a very lengthy period of time and i no longer do anything but smoke weed and meth. i used to live on the east coast in the us but now i currently live in Suzhou, China. its about a 2 hour drive from the ever popular Shanghai. upon first coming here i didnt think that i would be able to find anything, but boy was i wrong. weed was discovered within a week and i was getting high in middle kingdom before i even knew it.
after getting my weed connects all sorted out and established, i made a few chinese friends who were also interested in mind altering substances. i never knew it, but meth is like the equivalent to we ed back home in terms of the most commonly used substance here in china. the way they use meth here is different as well compared to back home. everyone here uses a homemade bong with straws and foil whereas back home everyone smokes out of a bulb with no water filtration. its very interesting to see the cultural differences in recreational drug use among different countries.
i forgot to mention i am of asian decent so i have more of a chance to be accepted among the local chinese. not that they are racist or anything they just arent really open to most foreigners, especially when it comes to drugs. turns out though they like weed because it helps them sleep at night. so using my foreigner weed contacts, i was able to supply them with what they wanted and i was able to hook up my foreigner friends as well with what so me of them wanted. . . ice.
i wish i knew what quality meth felt like. supposedly the quality here is far superior to the quality back home, but i wouldnt know because i have nothing to compare the feeling to. they also have varying degrees of quality here. people have said that they can increase the weight of meth by cutting it with water here which makes no sense to me. there is also fake meth which i have come across and a friend pointed out that it was fake though i dont know what the effects of taking it would have been.
sometimes it gets so frustrating because of my limited self taught mandarin. sometimes its so hard to communicate with people here. especially doing what i do. i wish i had someone to talk to or help translate when it comes to these kinds of things... are there any other bluelighters on my side of the world?
thanks for reading this long introduction of myself. mods please feel free to move my thread as i have no idea if it belongs here ^^;; i hope i can contribute to this amazing community in any way that i can!
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so a little about myself, ive done drugs ever since middle school. literally trying anything i could get my hands on since then. i guess ive had an obsession with finding the ultimate high. it started with smoking weed, which led to ecstasy, then to snorting coke and smoking crack, then shooting heroin, and now meth. this was all over a very lengthy period of time and i no longer do anything but smoke weed and meth. i used to live on the east coast in the us but now i currently live in Suzhou, China. its about a 2 hour drive from the ever popular Shanghai. upon first coming here i didnt think that i would be able to find anything, but boy was i wrong. weed was discovered within a week and i was getting high in middle kingdom before i even knew it.
after getting my weed connects all sorted out and established, i made a few chinese friends who were also interested in mind altering substances. i never knew it, but meth is like the equivalent to we ed back home in terms of the most commonly used substance here in china. the way they use meth here is different as well compared to back home. everyone here uses a homemade bong with straws and foil whereas back home everyone smokes out of a bulb with no water filtration. its very interesting to see the cultural differences in recreational drug use among different countries.
i forgot to mention i am of asian decent so i have more of a chance to be accepted among the local chinese. not that they are racist or anything they just arent really open to most foreigners, especially when it comes to drugs. turns out though they like weed because it helps them sleep at night. so using my foreigner weed contacts, i was able to supply them with what they wanted and i was able to hook up my foreigner friends as well with what so me of them wanted. . . ice.
i wish i knew what quality meth felt like. supposedly the quality here is far superior to the quality back home, but i wouldnt know because i have nothing to compare the feeling to. they also have varying degrees of quality here. people have said that they can increase the weight of meth by cutting it with water here which makes no sense to me. there is also fake meth which i have come across and a friend pointed out that it was fake though i dont know what the effects of taking it would have been.
sometimes it gets so frustrating because of my limited self taught mandarin. sometimes its so hard to communicate with people here. especially doing what i do. i wish i had someone to talk to or help translate when it comes to these kinds of things... are there any other bluelighters on my side of the world?
thanks for reading this long introduction of myself. mods please feel free to move my thread as i have no idea if it belongs here ^^;; i hope i can contribute to this amazing community in any way that i can!
**encoding issues earlier just fixed it!**
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